angeL of mine..

whaw!!bLog akoh uLit!

2006-03-26T16:01:00.000+08:00

ui!!
ngeon Lng uLit akoh nkpgbLog after 14 decades..bket 14?wLa Lng..hehehe..hayy..wLa akong unLi s gLobe today!kea d akoh mkpgtxt! hmmp!
bt gnon??! nkakainis yang gLoBe..
hmmmmm..
ano b?
what's new with me??
mdame..
new haircut!
new boiLetets!
ehhehe..
finaLs nah s tuesday..
first summer koh toh!
whaw!
eun..
goOdLucks to meS!
eehhehe..
my sun nah pLa koh..ehhehe..
sowi s mga ndi koh nrrepLy-an..
=(

..hapy new year..

2005-12-31T10:11:00.000+08:00

happy new year!!

yes! after a long time, mkkpgpost nah uLit akoh!!!!!
yooohoo!=)

andami nang ngyari..
ang saya ng 20o5..

isa-isahin nga nten mga ngyari:

jan. 20o5 = ano bng ngyri nun? msaya ang 4th yr koh nun..sobra!
feb. 20o5 = prom!! gosh! naf-feeL koh nah mLapit nah kong mgcoLLege nian..Last prom koh nah diN!
mar. 20o5 = mga tests nah yan eh!! Last exams koh nah s QueSci..
apr. 20o5 = isang accompLishment nah super maipgmmLki koh hbang buhay!! graduate nah koh ng hs!
may 20o5 = camp time toh..nging isa nah kong ganap nah Christian..im very, very proud of that..
jun. 20o5 = yes! coLLege nah!!mrami akong nkiLa2ng mga peeps nah mgging parte ng mkuLay kong buhay! hehehe..
juL. 20o5 = yes!! at Last! sweEt sixteEn nah koh! daLaga nah rin s wakas! 2yrs to go, 18 nah koh!!
aug. 20o5 = first ever preLims koh! naoperahan din ung momMy koh..
sept. 20o5 = bday ng dad koh..wLa Lng..hehehe..msaya yan..nkiLa2 koh din c ace..first time ña kong tinext nung sept.20! oh dba! remember koh pa!midterms diN!
oct. 20o5 = yan..nging kme nah ni ace..oct 2! ehehhe..after two weeks of courtship..ehhehe..finaLs nah din! wow! first ever sembreak koh! yeaH!tas ngpnta din akong pamP. nung oct. 22..ehehhe..
nov. 20o5 = c0oL ofF kme..oh dba?! ehehhe..mismong monthsary, ngc0oL ofF! sn kpa?! hehehe..tas nkiLa2 koh din c aLex..nung nov. 27! ean ha! naaLa2 koh nah..Lgi kc pinpaaLa2 ni aLex un, eh Lgi kong nkkLimutan..ehehhe..ngbreak din pLa kme ni ace..haha!
dec. 20o5 = bati nah kme ni ace..actuaLLy ndi nmn tLga kme ngaway, kLa nia Lng gLit akoh s knya..eh ndi nmn..tas eun..dec. 17 nging kme ni aLex..dec. 16, bday ni momMy (mom ni ace), pipapnta koh s kniLa s 23..dec. 22, bday ni dadDy (dad ni ace), umuwi din xa d2 s phiLipPines..dec. 23, ngpnta koh s pamP. for the second time..binigay koh din ky ace ung neckLace..ngkita nah din kme ni ate dHEan at Last!=)

hay..bgong phase nah nmn ng buhay koh..=)

friends...

2005-12-03T18:51:00.000+08:00

hay..
sLamat..
s wakas..
mLinaw nah ang Lhat..
sLamat s yo..
mrami akong ntutunan..
mLapit k nang umaLis..
ktuLad nung sbi koh knina..
wLang kLimutan ha..
part k nah nito eh..
hndi nah un mbubura pa..
friends tyo dba?!
ehehhee..
miss nah kita..
sobra!
kung aLam moh Lng..
hoooo..kaw den eh!
ehehhee..
sna bgo k umLis..
kita tyo..
pra msaya..
tatadtarin kita ng pics!!
nbura kc ung dti eh..
yan tuLoy..
isang buwan nah Lng noh..
dpt sagarin nah Lhat..
ehhehe..
mhaL p din kita..
aba!aba!
xempre d nmn agad mwwLa un..
kw p..
mLkas k nga sken dba..
eun..
nku kw tLga, pg kinLimutan moh koH!
ehhehee...
yngats ha!
wg nang mshadong naughty..
ibang pLace nah un..
d moh nah teritoryo..
hehehe..
my nkpgsbi sken knina..
mLakas dw discrimination dun..
kaya moh yan!
kw pa!
tara, bgyan kita ng free grammar Lessons..
ehehhe..
nde..joke Lng!
im wishing you the best..
ui..uwi k uLit d2 ha..
La Lng..
ngeon pLang namimiss nah kta eh..
ehehehe..
sLamat s Lhat ha..
s pgmmhaL nah ibinigay moh..
s pgunwa..
s pgk-care..
s pgppsaya moh..
s pngunguLit..
s pgppcute..
s pghaLakhak moh..
s sweetness..
s pgtatampo..
s pgseseLos..
s pgpapaseLos..
s buong ikaw..
at Least khit sndaLing pnahon..
npsaya nten isatisa..
tnggap koh nah..
sLMat!'
tuLad ng Lgi nteng cnasbi..
yngats!
mwahhhhh!!!!!

2005-10-29T13:14:00.000+08:00

Dahan-dahang lumalamig
Unti-unting dumidilim
Sa saliw ng 'yong pagtingin
Ang oras ay...
Bumibilis
Kumakaripas
Naghihintay na lang
Kasama ng ulan
At ayokong magising
Sa umagang nang-aakit mabuksan
Naninimtim, 'di alam
Walang patutunguhan
'Di mapigilan ang pag-ngiti
Paglaya mo'y minimithi
Nagyayaya nang makisayaw
Ang himig ay...
Nang-aaliw
Isang pagdiriwang
Sa ilalim ng bituin
Sa liwanag ng buwan
At ayokong magising
Sa umagang nang-aakit mabuksan
Naninimtim, 'di alam
Walang patutunguhan
Ayoko na
Hindi sinasadya
Hindi ko sinasadya

for now..ito ang song nah pde sken..
ndi koh nmn tLga cnasadya eh..
bhie sorry..

whew!

2005-10-23T11:12:00.000+08:00

whew!

i was reaLLy happy yesterday..
i went to ace's pLaces..
eun..it went out weLL nmn..
aus nmn xa..
ska okei din ung famiLy nia..
hmmmmmm..
it was worth my pagod..ü

sembreak!

2005-10-17T15:20:00.000+08:00

whew!
yes!
it's sembreak!

kinda fun kc i'LL not be staying at home..
i'm aLways on the go..
hahhah!

my pLan to go to ace's house Last saturday was postponed..
kc there was an emergency..bsta..
pero it's ok...
i'LL be going there this saturday..
i'm Looking forward in meeting his mom..
she's so baet tLga and understanding..
eun..

pLanned nah uLit ang everyday of the week koh..=)

wohoooo!! defense tomorrow!

2005-10-02T13:48:00.000+08:00

ei it's our defense tomorrow..
gosh it's a freaky feeLin im havin ryt now...
hooomygoodness..
im looking forward to having a high grade..=)

advice to my groupmates:

dont's
-hmmmm..dnt be afraid to express yourseLves, pero in engLish ah!
-hmmmm..dnt have an uncertain answer, dnt say these words: maybe, i think so, probabLy
-hmmmm..dnt "make-faces"
-hmmmm..dnt be "aLL-knowing", it can kiLL you! not just you but us!

do's
-aLways smiLe, dnt Let the judges see us in a very Low point..
-be confident in your answers!
-use the words: yes, we have concluded, certainly..in answering questions..
-keep caLm..

com shop!!

2005-09-27T11:32:00.000+08:00

hey!

im here at the comp shop next to our bLdg..
gosh ah! this is my first time ever to go to a comp shop this coLLege..
ang srap ng feeLing..
hahahaha!=)

yesh!

2005-09-24T08:48:00.000+08:00

hey!

Look what i've done to my friendster account!

haha!

iLove it!=)

battLe!

2005-09-15T20:56:00.000+08:00

waaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhh..=)

bkas nah ung battLe..

for the first time, i'm going back to my highschooL..
not just a plain student, but as certified aLumnus..ehhehe..

missed my highschooL life..
super hectic kc ng sked..

but i Love my coLLege Life..
new friends..
new Life..
new hassLes..=P

..hay

2005-09-14T14:42:00.000+08:00

hay..

grbe..

kpagod ang araw nah toh..

hirap tLga mgLakwacha..

sorry nga pLa uLet ky jheng..

kc super Late nah koh ngicing..

ngpagcng akoh eh ndi nmn akoh gncng..

grbe..

sorry uLet..

aun, ska dun s ka-meet koh..

sorry din Late akoh..

muntik k p tuLoy ma-late s cLass moh..

cge!

ehheheh..

2005-09-10T15:19:00.000+08:00

math!!

2005-08-31T16:37:00.000+08:00

i Love math!!!!!!!!!!!

ehehhehe..
La Lng..

feeLing koh kc wLa kong maLi knina eh!!!!

ang saya tLga..
so far aun ung pinakamdaLi nmeng test..
Love koh math!!

khapon kc test nmen, fiLipino..
okei nmn xa, kaso my iLang numbers nah indi akoh sure..
soc3 nmn..hehehe..
aus din xa, mdaLi Lng..
kaso nguLuhan Lng akoh dun s majority or 2/3?dba preho nmn un?
hay nku ewan..
pero khit gnun, mshado kcng bookish ung test nmen eh..
eh hndi akoh nsanay ng gnun..
sa quesci kc puro anaLysis ung tests..
aun..

tas ngtest din kme s heaLth ethics..
ang saya nia..
hmmmm..
mejo tricky nga eh..
pero aus..

gosh bkas..
zooLogy nah!!
sna Lng ma-prefect koh..
ehhehe..
mgaaraL tLga koh ngaun..
as in didibdibin koh ugn zoo!!

hay..
goodLuck sken..
maaga nah nmn akoh papasok bukas..
psaway kc c michaeL eh..hmp!

midterms na!

2005-08-28T21:07:00.000+08:00

nako!

midterms nah!

excited akoh!

at Least ngaun msasabi kong nagaaraL akoh..

kc ngaraL akoh..

hehehehe..

bLog nah nmn..

L aLng..

hmmm..

miss koh nah c baby koh..

ay my mgbibirthday pLa koh friend bkas..
c edwin! happy birthday!!

hmmmm..
nationaL heroes day!
bday din nung bro ni oLsen..

c nash raceLa!!!!!
khit di tyo cLose happy birthday p ren!

hay..

adik akoh...

ewan koh b..

mga friends..testi koh!=)

ayan!

2005-08-14T22:54:00.000+08:00

hmmmm..

post nah nmn akoh..

aun, bkas kinakbahan akoh nah excited..

gosh for the third time magre-recite nah uLit akoh sa soc3!

actuaLLy im not afraid of recitations, i Love them!

sna Lng di mainit uLo ni sir noh..ehehhe..

aun, sna mtapos koh nah tLga tong heaLth ethics..hay..

mLapit nah kc eh..

sna rin ung mga groupmates koh eh mkapag-decide nah kng sang haus kme mgppractice..

mLapit nah un, as in two days nLang kme pdeng mgpractice..

sna mging maayos..

cge adios!

--->> ay c baby coh pLa ung nsa tabi!! ehhehe..=)

happeeee! shaLaLa!

2005-08-11T19:24:00.000+08:00

yan..

bLog nah nmn..

grabe, pe nmin khapon..

aun right after nmin mgpe dumerecho kagad kme sa apartment ng friends nmin..

ang gnda pLa dun s apartment..

maaLiwaLas..

ska mLaki xa for iLang persons Lng..

aun..ang saya Lng..

mejo gabi nah nga kme nkauwi eh..

hmmm..

knina pLa..

my maLL tour c kichie nadaL..

sponsored ng eLLipse, your scent your souL! hehehe..aun..
pnta kmeng image up..binisita Lng c ian..
mejo mtgaL nah rin kc kmeng di ngkikita eh..

aun..tas my pinakiLaLa xa smeng friend..
c jonard..i dnt know if the speLLing is correct..bsta..
aun, mbait nmn xa..muka ngang preho cLa ng ugaLi ni ian eh..
barkada dw un ni ian nung coLLege..
tas aun, eh dpt uuwi nah kme, eh ang kuLit, sbi koh daan Lng kme..
eh gs2 koh kcng mkita c papa aaron, ung bassist ni kitchie..
aun at Long Last..nkita koh nah rin xa! yey!

tas aun..
mejo mtgaL nga nag-start eh..
kya ngbonding Lng kme ng onti..
ehehhe..

aun..

tpos nah! =)

from schooL!

2005-08-09T19:00:00.000+08:00

hay..

for the first time..

ngaun Lng akoh nkauwi ng maaga at nagnet..

ehehhe..

im presentLy chatting with edwin and aLvin!

ehehhe..

aun..

La Lng..

ui first pic koh toh in uniform!!

La Lng, dpt nga mgpapa-studio pic akoh eh..

kaso n-shy nmn akoh..

aun..

grabe..

mejo msakit nga uLo koh..

pero eto..khit msakit ang uLo..

smiLe pa ren!

pe bukas! yeah!

wLa Lng..

2005-08-06T17:33:00.000+08:00

hay..

La Lng..

eto wLa nah nmn mgwa..

sbi koh knina ggwin koh ung report nmen sa ethics..

eh nung nkita koh, prang tinamad akoh eh..

kya eto..La Lng..

ngne-net akoh!

at ngpicture-picture nah nmn..

hhahaha..mgaLing nah koh!

2005-08-04T18:04:00.000+08:00

La Lng..

ngaun Lng uLit akoh mgpopost after a Long time..

hhehehe..

eto wLang mgawa at mgaLing nah koh!

wLa nah kong sore eyes!

ehhehe..

geh..my quiz kme sa zoo eh!!!!!!!!

hanggang kaiLan..?

2005-07-24T09:55:00.000+08:00

hay..

eto nah nmn akoh..

ntatamad..

naiinis..

naasar..

naaaLaLa koh kc nung friday eh..

pesteng proctor un!

anong feeLing nia sken wLang utak?! inggit Lng xa eh!

muntik koh nah ma-perfect eh!

Langya xa!

sna tLga mging mbait c prof..

d nga xa naniniwLa nah nangyari un eh!

hay nko..

bsta..

humanda ung proctor nmeng mukang pokpok nah un!

sna tLga mging prof koh xa next sem!

papakitaan koh tLga xa!

Lagot xa sken!

bkt san b xa nag-graduate?! mLamng sa isang pipichuging schooL Lng!

kpaL ng muka nia!

nako sa midterms tLga..

ipeperfect koh ung exam!

sana xa uLit ang proctor!!!

finaLLy!

2005-07-23T15:06:00.000+08:00

finaLLy, 16 nah rin akoh! yeah! im a true teenager nah! ahahha! pero even though dati, eh very chiLd-Like pa koh eh mature nah nmn ang thinking koh sa mga bgay-bgay..at agree ang mga friends koh dun..hehehe..aun..i went to the doctor knina..c dr. fajardo, ang aming famiLy dermatoLogist..nkakapagod..grabe..and un, sa morayta kc xa..so before mkadating ka dun sa cLinic nia eh u need to pass by ust muna..aun..eh dun akoh bumaba sa ust..La Lng..just tripping..tas my nkipagkiLaLa skeng tga-Ust..his name was marLon and i forgot his course! ahhaha! he's kinda cute nmn..ska mbait..syang nga Lng, ndi kme mshado ngusap..kc ngmamadaLi akoh eh..pero dnt worry i got his number!!! ehehhe..aun, he txted me nga knina before akoh umuwi eh..aun dw, my kLase nga dw xa ngaun..psaway tLga..

birthday!!

2005-07-17T18:56:00.000+08:00

grabe ang saya pLa ng birthday koh!!

kgabi kc, kausap koh c vani sa fone..hanggang 11:30pm kme..
tas aun..

khapon kc mrami nah rin ng-greet sken..
c anna arevaLo..
c cromweLL..
c criseL..
c dani..

tas un nga..naicp koh..sana i-greet akoh ni crush koh..
ung crush koh nah c *tooot*!

tas aba! tpos nah ang 10:00pm, ndi pa xa ngttxt..prang nkakapanibago eh..
aun nah nga..after nun..usap pa rin kme ni vani..

tas ntapos nah..ni-greet nah rin nia koh..
after kong magfone, naghiLamos akoh..
tas nagaraL akoh..sa tuesday nah nga kc ung preLims..

grabe, inabot akoh ng past 12..nagaaraL pa rin akoh..
tas aun, my mga nag-greet din..

nagicng akoh knina, mgt-10 o'cLock nah..
tas nababadtrip pa nga koh kc ni hndi man Lng akoh ni-greet ni *tooot* eh!
tas eto naman c wanajo, txt ng txt..aba!
ni hndi man Lng ata naaLaLa nah bday koh..
aun..

gri-neet nah din akoh ng mga friends..
c joanna..
c norie..
c eda..
c marieL..
c carmi..
c maimai..
c jheng..
c LoveLy..
c edwin ata..(sorry kc ung message opening faiLed, fiLe corrupted ung nkaLgay)..
c aLeth..
c vani..

aun..tas ntuwa pa nga koh kc tumwag ung tita kong tga-germany..
eh minsan Lng un tumwag..kya ang saya koh..
tas pti ugn tito koh, ndi nmn un marunong magtagaLog..ehehhe..

after nun, nagaraLa nah nmn akoh..
npaka-cpag koh kcng bata..

tas mataimtim nah kong nagLaLaro ng zuma, ung fave kong pc game ngaun..
aba! my bigLang tumakip sa mata koh..
tas hndi koh Lam kng cno un..
tas eh kausap koh c joba nun..
tas aun, c wanajo pLa..
nguLat tLga koh..

and2 c wanajo, dani, cris, at norie..
wow! na-surprise tLga koh!!
ang saya koh tLga knina..
ggrabe..
kya pLa koh pinagmamadaLi ng daddy koh..
haaha!
nkakatuwa tLga..
tas aun..
mga 6:30pm nah cLa umuwi..
hehehhe..
sayang nga ndi nkasunod cLa aLeth at vani eh..

pero ang saya tLga..=)

sLamat sa inyong Lhat mga friends..=)

bestfriend..

2005-07-16T17:00:00.000+08:00

juLy 16 ngaun..

1 tuLog nLang, 16 nah koh!hehehhe

aun..ang saya..

ngaun my bestfriend nah koh..

kng ttgnan moh, xa ang first ever bestfriend koh sa worLd..

La Lng..

ang saya..

xa c ma. criseLda n. manaLo..

nung una kong pagpasok sa schooL koh, iniicp koh wLa aqng mkaaksundo..aun pLa..mdame..kc haLos buong kLase friends koh..ay oo..hndi koh Lng fine-friend cLa yumyum at c gaLis at c chpstix..hay..eehhehe..

grabe..sobrang mgkamuka kme ng traits ni eda..as in..pti nga crush eh preho kme..mbait yan..saka super caring..kya nga Lng seLosa..ehheheh..aun..bsta..im ver pLeased and happy to have her as my bestfriend..at Least khit coLLege nah koh, my bestfriend prin akoh dba?!

ehhehe..

dates..

2005-07-15T22:52:00.000+08:00

gosh grabe..

npapadaLas ang pagLabas koh ah..

monday, La kmeng cLasses..

tuesday, a very speciaL day, kc i went to schooL with my hmmm..hahah!

wednesday, a very tiring yet fun day..ehhehe...La nah nmn kmeng cLasses..

d2 nangyari ang Lhat..ngdate kme niLa crush! wahahhaha..bsta..Long story..tinatamad akong mgtype! ehehe..bsta, ang ending, super happy..

vaLenzueLa day!

2005-07-11T15:09:00.000+08:00

ehehhehe..

it's vaLenzueLa day today!

and yes! wLa kmeng cLasses..

kaso tomorrow meron..

anyways okei Lng kc sa wednesday wLa uLit..

o dba?! ansaya! pra naring nag-vacation akoh!

at eto ang gnwa koh today:

1> ngbasa ng book sa anatomy

2> nganswer ng activity nah indi nmn recorded

3> tumayo sa bed at nag-wash ng face

4> naLigo

5> nginternet -->>ngsurf tungkoL sa skeLetaL system

6> nginternet pa rin -->>nkipag-usap ky wanajo

7> nginternet pa rin -->> nagayos ng bLog

8> hanggang ngaun nagiinternet

o dba..ayan Lng ang gnwa koh buong maghapon..hehehe..

woohooo

2005-07-10T14:26:00.000+08:00

uiui..
eto ang mga minmahaL kong kabarkads nung higschooL..
at sa ngaun..super miss koh nah cLa..

psaway kc Lging my confLict sa scheduLe!
nung friday nga ngkitakita kme mga friends..
pero wLa c wanajo at norie at vani..
hay..
nkakaLungkot..
ngaun pLang, nah first sem..
npapansin koh nah nah mejo ngkakaLayo nah kme..
pero xempre mggwan ng praan yan!
aun..

phaboL..

2005-07-08T23:26:00.000+08:00

oh my..
im happy pLa about cris's reaction when i Let him see my crush's x..
haa!
he said he's got no taste..
that's what i reaLLy thought at first..
kaso im afraid to teLL anyone..
kc bka im just affected by my emotion..
but after examination..thourough..
eheh! i proved my seLf right!
di tLga mganda ung girL..wahhehe..

another bad day..

2005-07-08T23:09:00.000+08:00

hay..what a day..

i woke up mejo Late nah..4:30am..
i used to wake up kc at 4:00am..
cguro, i can't reaLLy force myseLf nah to wake up that earLy
kc i stiLL have to study my Lessons at night..
imagine, my cLass starts at 7:30am..
and ends at 3:00pm..
sometimes, i'LL be stroLLing at the maLL..
but that's on very rare occassions..
i do that when it is needed Lng..
for exampLe, my friend doesn't have someone to accompany him..
of course, im the most kind of aLL..heheheh..
xempre, i'LL go with him..
aun nga..after maLLing, cguro i'LL be coming to my mom's office at 5:00pm..
eh my dad stiLL have to attend to his part-time job as a coLLege instructor
in math and in computer..
so, we'LL wait for him nLang..its up to 7:00pm Lng nmn eh..
aun..so i'LL be coming home at 8:30pm..
even though i am reading when in my mom's office..
i feeL Like it's not enough..
so i'LL continue reading at home..
i sLeep everyday at 11:00pm nah..
and i stiLL have to wake up at 4:00am..
Look, i rareLy have time for my rest..

so i rode the bus at 6:20am..
i didn't expect nga that criseL and I wouLd cross paths sa bus eh..
aun..
i was happy at the beginning..
before zooLy starts..
my crush and i had a LittLe chat..
so i was reaLLy inspired to Listen to the professor..
and besides, ahahah! i have a crush on my prof!
after that, i was kind of a LittLe sad..
their barkada kc was not on the spot..
the spot where we wouLd aLways meet during breaks..
and then after that..
i was reaLLy pissed off!
he knows nmn nah im reaLLy annoyed by that Lawrence..
just by her presence..im irritated nah..
i can't stand to see her..
but i have no choice..
aun..he was even beside me when he shouts her name!
grrrrrrrrrr! i reaLLy hate that bitch!
its obvious nmn nah that bitch has a crush on him eh!
oh my goodness ha!
and she's got the nerve to stare at me!
and then this chopstix girL..oh my!
i can't aLso stand her!
she's very papansin and mapapeL..
in any way..
grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr...

and then sa dismissaL..
it'LL come to my knowLedge nah he fetched his bestfriend..
his so-caLLed bestfriend but she's reaLLy his ex..
hay ewan..

buti nLang..my hs friends were hanging out at mcdo..
so i went there..
hay..
how i miss them so much..

practice..

2005-07-03T14:00:00.000+08:00

hay..

super soLved ang araw koh yesterday..

i woke up at 5:30am..we have a practice to attend kc eh..and my crush is aLso going..ehhehe..kya aun..i didn't have enough time to pick up the right cLOthes to wear kc i was in a rush..kya aun..i was wearing this bLue top and a khaki jean..

when i was about to cross the street i saw my bLockmates dennis and mark..i thought pa nga nah that wa sthe exact meeting pLace because they were standing..Like they were waiting for someone..so i asked them, "dito ba?"..then they tOld me nah "hndi dito, dun"..so my me, my mom and my maid went on..it was a very Long waLk..grabe..as in..prang so earLy pa to exercise..ehehhe..
and then, it came to my mind nah..bt gnun? asan nah ung cLasm8s koh?!..then aun..go pa rin kme..and then we asked the guard where to go..then he said.."dun po sa harap"..hehehhe..it was very tiring..and when we got to the right pLace..my two cLasm8s were there nah..ehhehe..naunahan pa niLa koh..aun..

eda was so tgaL..the time we have decided on was 7:00am..and it's nearLy nine, she was not there pa rin..and then after Long waiting..charan! she's here nah! but anne was not yet here..we don't have to wait for her..it's her choice if she wants to go or not..she toLd us nah ngLaba dw xa kgabi..Like, o my goodness! who washes cLothes 3 in the morning?! jason nga was drunk pa the other night, but because he has to come to his responsibiLities, he woke up earLy..but what about anne?! i don't think she's responsibLe enough for her actions..it's OUR preLims..practicaL exam..and she doesn't even care..i mean, she can wash cLothes after the practice..and super tagaL nah ng pLans..because the preLims is on wednesday..hay..so we Left her nah..it was nine o'cLock nah eh..

inside the bus..it was Like a fieLdtrip..ehehe.because we occupy the most number of seats..! ang saya tLga..kwentuhan aLL over..and tawanan..we rode a jeep at carworLd..the jeep was cute nga because it was not the reaL jeepney type..Like an owner type jeep, that was transformed..ehehhe..we got to eda's house at 10:30am..it was reaLLy not a Long trip..bitin nga eh..super saya tLga..as in bonding..bonding and practice! yeah! and Louie heLped us pa on our steps..thanks! heheheh..if not with him, we wouLd've not compLeted our aerobic dance! hehehe...after practicing, we ate again..kim said it was LIke a fiesta nga..ehehhe..we went out at 6pm and went to the "bayan"..after going to bayan, it was reaLLy time to go home..we waited Long but there was not a bus coming to our site..

and then a van came, the driver said, we must pay 50..but they made tawad andm stuff..so we rented the van for 30 each..ehhehe..and again..we occupied the whoLe van..it was reaLy fun..they're aLL makuLet and fun to be with..it was LIke a joyride pa nga..and we are pLanning to go on an outing! sure why not! they're aLL fun to be with nmn eh..hehehhe..before sembreak dw..okei! ehhehe..and ung ending..umuwi nah kme..ang saya..new friends nah nmn..

books..

2005-06-26T10:04:00.000+08:00

mejo maaga koh ngcng ngaun..9am! o dba? for the very first time in my coLLege weekend Life! eyah!
kgabi kc i sLept kind of Late nah..and mejo iniiwasan koh nah mgpuyat..it's not good for anyone's heaLth..grabe..everyday, i'LL probabLy be sLepping at around 10:30-11:00pm..and i need to wake up at 4:00am..kc my cLass starts at 7:30am..eh sbay-sbay kmeng pumapasok..so 5:30am aLis nah koh d2 sa haus..bsta, gnun Lgi ung arrangement..grabe..khit kpagod ang coLLege Life, i Love it..

LaLo nah nage-exceL akoh sa cLas..hay! ang saya!

kgabi, before i go to sLeep, i was hoLding a book..answering my damn assignments! pero it was kind of fun din kc i got the answers agad..ehehhe..aun..the Last book i was hoLding was my heaLth ethics book..mejo fave koh rin ung subject nah un kc i Love the professor..he's aLways spiLLing out jokes that makes of us Laugh to the extent that we wouLd aLL cry nah! heehhe..ang saya tLga..
then, kninang umaga, pgkagicng koh..aun..purpose driven Life nmn ang hawak koh! ehehe..and Later mgbbasa koh ng biBle..mejo once a week nah nga Lng akong nkkpgbasa kc i hardLy have time nah..super daming homeworks..xempre, gc nah koh ngaun kya i do it right away, khit mLayo pa ung deadLine..ehehhe..gnyan akoh ngaung coLLege!

eto, ngaun..ang Lakas ng uLan..hay, feeL koh nga bagyo nah un..eh ayoko..heLLo?! ang puti-puti ng uniform koh noh, tas mapuputikan! eww!
and yoko rin bumagyo kc syang ung Lesson nah ituturo dpat..syang un..and mdaLi ata bumaha sa schooL nmen eh..

yoko ng bagyo or uLan..gs2 koh fine Lng ung weather..ü

again..

2005-06-25T21:26:00.000+08:00

hay..

dpat practice ng group nmen ngaun sa maLoLos for oue pe practicum..kya Lng, something came up kya we can't push through the practice..aun..

diagnostic test ni dani today for math sa ataneo..tas it Lasted for 2 hours ata, im not sure..bsta up to 9am un..tas past 10 ngkita nah kme..hehehe...dpt kc ppnta koh sa cainta..eh my mom is sick so i need to accompany her to the doctor..hay..sna nga gumaLing nah xa eh..then after koh smahan c mommy sa doctor, ndi rin akoh mkapnta sa cainta..there was no one to go with me kc..we aLL dont know how to go to cainta..and then, there are so many signs of coup de etat..i dont wanna die this young..ahhaha..aun..sayang nga eh..there was this feLowship kc Last time, june5..im supposed to go there, but my mom doenst want me to go..its kind of not safe dw kc in that place..but i dont think so..dpt nga i'LL be going nah when they Left..kaso my tito wiLL spiLL this out to my mom, kya i need to stay here..hay..how sad nmn..ndi pa rin akoh nkkpnta..hehee..anyways, im sure mrami pang time..kya, nxt time tLga..ppnta nah koh..

aun..knina nga..there was no one going with me to cainta, kya i stayed nLang sa maLL..kme ni danieLLe..hehhehe..grabe nga eh..prang yesterday Lng ngkita nah kme..but its ok..msaya nmn eh..aun..and it was kind of fun..kc peppie was aLso there, and so is cris..ehehe..we went home nah mga 3:30pm..dani has to go nah kc..then after that, i went to nationaL bookstore..i bought this book about txting..you aLL know nmn im a txt addict! kya aun..ay, i forgot..bumiLi din pLa koh ng mrami sa cindy caroL..tas ung isa, i gave to dani..prang remembrance un;)
ewan..feeL koh gLit akoh sa pera..

kya Lng, i was not that satisfied today..i didnt saw ian kc eh..i want to Lakwacha nga so i can taLk to ian eh..kht sndaLi Lng..hay..pero he's not there..cguro today's his day off..or maybe, he's just reaLLy absent..sometimes kc i see him on saturdays and sundays eh..eewan...bsta..i'LL see him nmn on wednesday eh! ;)

uhmm..my nkadagdag pLa sa happiness koh..ehhehhe..state schoLar nah koh..
gn2 kc ang kwento ng coLLege Life koh..
before akoh mgcamp, i took this university schoLarship test..un ung schoLarship grant nah manggagaLing sa schooL..aun..i passed the test! im a 50% schoLar..
ung tuition kc sa first sem i think is 15,000..so 50% schoLar akoh, kya 7000+ nLang..
then i have this coLLage assurance pLan (CAP), 9000+ ung mkukuha dun..
tas i appLied for the CHED schoLarship..hehhhe..they granted me a state schoLarship..khit my pangtuition kme, bsta, they'll give us the payment for tuition in mc..kya aun..ehheheh..myaman nah kho! wahehhehe..nde..La Lng..im so happy Lng..kc sbinga ng mga tga-UP scholar cLa ng bayan! ehehhe..khit ndi akoh tga-UP, scholar pa rin akoh ng bayan! and ung mga tga-UP my binabayrana pang tuition fee..eh akoh wLa nah...ehehheh..

La Lng..msyang ndi msaya ang araw koh..

after a Long time..

2005-06-24T23:16:00.000+08:00

for the first time in my entire coLLege Life, knina Lng akoh muntik nah ma-Late..
psaway kc ung borther koh eh..imagine, my report, ndi man Lng nia gnwa mg-1..prang wLa xang sriLing paa..eh yko pa nmn sa mga taong gnun..hay ewan!

pgdating koh sa room..aun..onti pLang mga tao, pero jahe kc ngaun Lng akoh mejo tangahLi dumating..ehhehhe..
ang gwpo tLga ng prof nmin sa zooLogy..graduate ng up baguio..kaso badtrip! wrong grammar eh..mgsusuLat nLang sa blackboard, wrong grammr pa..hehhehe..anyways, okei Lng..nkaka-kei nmn akoh noh tuwing Lab! ska at least npapancin nia koh dhiL ngrerecite akoh! wahehhehe..

prang nag-iba nah koh..actuaLLy, nag-iba tLga..gc nah koh! wLa nah kong tym pra mgbLog at mgnet..imagine, ni ndi koh man Lng naabutan c crush nah onLine! wLang nkakaintindi kng gano ka-badtrip un! hay..ndi nah nga nauLit ung dti..ah basta!

aftercLass..dumerecho akoh agad sa sm! yeah! mkikita koh nah uLit ang mga friends! ehhehehe..

andun nah c wanajo, dani, peppie, meng at kim..
tas dumating c vani..c aLeth..c cris..c red..at mrami pang iba! hehehe..

grabe nami-miss koh nah cla..ehehhe..sna ndi nLang cLa sa mLayong Lugar nag-araL..ntuwa nga koh knina nung tumugtog c cris kc sa ilang buwan kong ndi nkapakinig ng isang "gitarista" prang nkaLImutan koh nah mggitara! hehehe..kc wa kwents sa schooL nmin..hay

tas umulan ng mLakas..kya Lhat kem Late nkauwi..aun..

ngaung gbi nga pLa..im so happy!

i found my crush's account! yeah! i txted eda nga the moment i saw that so-caLLed account eh! ;)
hay..

nkakainis pa nga pLa..i cant attend to this something again sa cainta! weird! bt kc ngkasakit pa ang mom koh..and why do these peopLe Love raLLying?! it can't cause any good to them noh!

kainis..

pero msaya!

cLasses..

2005-06-18T22:04:00.000+08:00

grabe..ang saya ng first day koh..tas ang babait din ng friends koh..actuaLLy, ang dami nga nmin sa barkada..more than 10..hehehe..ndi koh Lng sure ung exact number..pero ang sure akoh..true cLa sken, and true din akoh s kniLa..yeah!

grabe tLga..ngaun koh msasabi nah i choose fatima, i choose to exceL..kc tLgang ngeexceL akoh! heehe..La Lng..akoh Lng tLga kc ang mttwag nah "estudyante"..

ang srap tLga ng feeLing..kya kakaririn koh nah..and sasaLi rin pLa koh sa choraLe niLa..pra msaya..aun..

tgaL koh nah ngang ndi nkakapaginternet..dhiL Lgi akong ngaaraL..gosh! ang gc koh nah! ehehhe..

new hairstyLe!

2005-06-10T14:23:00.000+08:00

my gosh..ngpagupit nah koh knina..pra sa 1st day koh sa monday! yeah! tas sa sunday bbiLi nah koh ng bgong fone..k700i..bgong buhay nah nmn ito..2years pa ang iintayin koh bgo koh mkpgcmba sa church nmen..as in ung totoo nmeng church ndi church ng mga mguLang koh..hay..

knina hbang ngppgupit akoh..nanonood kme ng buLagaan..nkakatuwa ung pLabas kya hndi koh mshadong npgbigyang pansin ang aking hair nah ginugupitan nung bading..hay..pgtingin koh nLang eh maiksi nah xa, sobra!! anyway, its cute nmn eh! yeah! feeL nah feeL koh nah nga ung aking hair eh! ehehheh..

ang srap ng feeLing, bgong hairstyLe..prang bgong buhay! hahahah!

expiration nah ng Load koh bkas..

2005-06-08T16:54:00.000+08:00

aun..gs2 koh Lng i-share..expiration nah ng Load koh bkas..haahha! kwawang akoh! nde..

12:15pm akoh ngcng kninang umaga..
kgabi kc mga 2:00am nah koh nkatuLog..swerte pa nga ung gnung time for me kc i can't sLeep tLga pg gbi..my insomnia nah nga ata akoh..hay..anyway..

my nkausap kc akong friend kgabi..nah sobrang ngaun Lng nia ini-open sken ang nung k-grbeng sikreto..5 taon niang iningatan un..dhiL isa sa mhaL koh sa buhay ay my ginwang kbabaLaghan..naicp koh nga..kng sken un..okay Lng sken nah mghirap ang sriLi koh ngaun hbang nbubuhay pa koh sa mundong toh kesa nmn mging mganda nga ang buhay koh pero ang kaLuLuwa koh eh msusunog sa impyermno..sobrang ayoko tLga nun..ung tao pang un ang pinaka-Least nah naicp koh nah ggwa ng gnun..prang xa pa nga ang nangangaraL sken nah gumwa ng mbuti sa kapwa, tpos xa pa ung ggwa ng gnun, nah as in nsa 10 commandments pa..cnuway nah nga nia ung #3 ung pgsamaba sa mga carved idoLs..eh gmwa pa xa ng gnun..naicp koh, wLa nah tLga xang pag-asa..sna eh humingi nLang xa ng tawad sa Diyos sa ginwa niang un..kc akoh, ndi koh pa rin maiaLis sa icp koh ung nLaman koh eh..ndi koh mtanggap eh..prang naiba nah tuLoy ung tingin koh s knya..prang nwaLa ung pggaLang koh nah ndi koh maintindihan..bt kc xa pa?bt keLangan p niang gwin? dba nga Love ur enemies as urseLf? at xa ang pinakahindi koh naicp ng ggwa ng gnun..pero wLa kong mggwa, keLangan koh xang ptawarin, dhiL tao Lng nmn akoh..at mhaL koh pa rin ung taong un khit gnun xa..pero prang ndi koh nah xa kyang ipagmaLaki khit knino..prang nkakahiya nah xa..ay ewan! bsta!

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nainis akoh sa mom at dad koh..kc ung gmit koh nah fone ngaun 3660..kc nga usapan nmin ng dad koh nah bbigyan nia koh ng bgong fone..eh since ndi pa ngaun mkakabiLi nung k700i, un muna ang fone koh..eh nkakains..

this week dw eh bbiLi nah koh ng k700i..my pambiLi nah dw kc..pero sa isang kondisyon:

"keLangan moh nang sumama smin mgcmba!"

heLLO?prang okei Lng cLa?pero pumyag namn akoh..xempre..kc sbi ng mom koh, akoh dw ang sisirsa sa pamiLya nmin..Like, prang bkt?ano bng ngwa kong ksamaan?sbi nia kc, ndi nah dw cLa nkakapagcmba dhiL sken..eh anong mggwa koh eh sa tanghaLi akoh nggicng eh! ksaLanan koh b kung my insomnia koh? ewan!tas pumyag nah rin akoh, pero sbi koh, ssma Lng akoh s kniLa..pero ndi koh yayakapin ang katoLisismo dhiL mrami ngang maLi, at ung mga maLing iyon eh mismong pinagbabawaL ng Diyos, nsa bibLe po! kya aun..ngtaLo kem ng dad koh..eto ang sbi koh sa knya:

"ayoko nang bumaLik sa sinfuL Life ng isang katoLiko, ktuLad noon..ngaung ngbago nah akoh, isa nah akong Anak Ng Diyos..ndi koh nah kinakaiLangang mg-sign of the cross kc wla nah kong kinatatakutan..khit kmatayan! dhiL ang Spirit ni God ay nsa akin nah..at hnding-hndi nia koh ppbyaan..ndi rin akoh mgkokomunyon dhiL isa Lamang iyong mLaking kaLokohan! kc dba ang sbi ng pari, kya ka ngttake ng communion dhiL pang-cLeanse iyon ng mga ksaLanan moh..eh bkt keLangang weekLy ka mgtake? hndi ba't kya nga ang Panginoong Hesu Kristo ay ngpa-pako sa Krus pra itaya ang kanyang SINFUL life eh pra kunin papunta sa Langit ang mga ksaLanan nting mga tao? nah kya xa npahiya ng husto sa mga hudyong iyon eh pra kunin ang mga ksaLanan pra mging presentabLe tayo nah iharap sa Panginoon at para mtanggap tyo sa Langit sa kbiLang buhay nten? eh bkt ang mga katoLiko keLangan xang ipahiya sa pgtanggap ng communion? isang beses nah nga tayong iniLigtas ng Panginoon, kya isang beses nah tanggapin nten xa eh ntanggap nah rin nia tayo noon! dba sbi ng pari "this is the Body of Christ, take this aLL if you and eat it, this is my Body, chuchcuchu covenant", ndi nah keLangan iyon, dhiL kung tinanggap moh nah sa puso moh ang Panginoon hndi moh nah uLit xa keLangan tanggapin, dhiL hndi nmn tLga xa ung tinapay nah un eh! nsa Langit nah xa, at ndi nah muLing bababa pa sa Trono nia! ska ayoko ngang pumasok sa simbhan ng katoliko kc gs2 koh tLgang wasakin ung mga wLang kwentang rebuLto doon dhiL ksaLanan iyon! tas ung sa wine, bkt iinumin ng pari sa harap ng mraming tao iyon tas ssbihin nia nah un dw ung Blood of Christ, the bLood of the New and everLasting Covenant?? heLLo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! sa cmuLa at ktapusan ng BibLe..mhigpit nah ipinagbabawaL ang pag-inom ng BLOOD!!!!!! ano b nmn yan, pari pa nmn cLa noh! sna mgbasa cLa ng BibLe! ska bt gumwa ang roman catholic church ng sriLi niLang book of laws, eh ang BibLe nah nga ang Word of God..bkt keLangan nilang gumwa ng sriLi niLa? eh ang BibLe nah nga ang Book of Law! engot b cLa? hay nko..ksaLanan nah nmn un! dhiL sbi sa BibLe, iyon Lng ang dpt sundin at bsahin ng mga taong sumasamba sa Panginoon, eh kng sumasamba cLa sa Panginoon eh bkt keLangan nilang gumwa ng srili nilang laws?..bsta, ayokong bumaLik sa sinfuL Life nah pgiging catholic!"

yan ang cnabi koh sa dad koh at mom koh hbang ngLaLaro xa ng super bounce..okei nah, ayos nah ang agreement kya bbiLi nah kme this week..

iniisip koh tLga cmuLa pa noon, kung mhaL b tLga koh ng mga mguLang koh..naicp koh, cguro ung daddy koh tLgang mhaL nia koh..dhiL Lgi nia kong ipinagtatanggoL sa Lhat ng bagay..binibigay nia Lhat ng gs2 koh..eh ung mom koh..mas mhaLaga pa sa knya mga kaibigan nia..mas mhaLaga pa sa knya mga officema8s nia..khit nga ung janitor mas mhaLga p sa knya, kesa skin..at npapancin koh tLga un..one time, nacra ung schooL shoes koh, nung 4th yr pa un eh..bsta..eh di tinwgan koh xa pra pdaLan ankoh ng shoes..aba! antgaL koh nang ngiintay dun eh wLa pa rin ung janitor..kc dw bt dw ndi akoh ngttxt! heLLO? wLa nga kong Load eh..ndi nah nia sinaLang-aLang ung pgiintay koh dun..tas umaLis muna kme sa guardhaus..andun nah ung janitor..aba tumwag p sken asan dw b koh nagiintay nah dun c MichaeL..eh puta! hyaan moh xang mgintay dun noh! aun sbi koh sa knya..wLa xang kwenta..pg akoh okai Lng mgintay, pero pg ung janitor hndi! tinanong koh nga xa kng bkt prang mas mhaLaga pa sa knya ung mga officem8s nia kesa sken eh..ndi xa mkasagot..anong ibig sbihin non? dba nga siLence means yes?! khit ndi appLicabLe sken un..bsta..tas sbi ni wanajo, nsaktan dw un..eh akoh ndi b koh nsaktan?grabe..ewan koh s knya..buti nga Lging anjan mga friends koh pra psayahin akoh eh! hay..kya nga mas cLose din akoh sa friends koh kesa sa famiLy koh eh..tas isa pa, bkt keLangan nila kong i-pressure nah bumaLik sa pgiging katoliko? anong gus2 nila? msama kong mamatay sa impyerno ksama nila? kya nga koh nging AnaK ng Diyos pra ma-save ang kaLuLuwa koh eh..tas gs2 niLa samasama kme sa impyerno? grbe..future koh nmn ang nkasaLaLay d2 eh..ska future ng mga mgiging apo nia! bt xa gnun?kng mhaL nia koh dpt ndi nia koh niLaLagay sa aLanganin..iniicp koh nga kung mamatay akoh right at this moment, ndi koh alam kng mLuLungkot xa o mgiging msaya dhiL nbawasan nah ang aalaLahanin nia eh..hay ewan!

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knina, habgn ngLaLaro akoh ng super bounce, tumwag c pauLa..aun, ang saya dw ng first day nia khapon..nkita nia ang knyang dear crush nah c atom arauLLo..eh di aun..tas kng ano-ano pa..bsta..ang saya kc nkaicp akoh ng praan pra mkapagcmba sa isang Brethren Church kng san akoh kbiLang..kc nung ng-atend akoh ng Senior Youth Camp merong mga tiga-ValenzueLa..naicp koh, aba! my bhay dun ang aking tito..eh di naicp koh, pg andun nah koh mkakapagcmba nah koh dhiL mLapit Lng nmn ang schooL koh dun eh..my hinanda nah kong ssbihin sa aking mga mgulang:

"daddy, dun nLang kya akoh tumira kLa jiL? pra mas mLapit sa schooL koh..tgnan moh, pg dun nah akoh nkatira, cguro mga 10pesos Lng ung ggastusin koh sa pamasahe..eh di mrami akong maiipon?! ndi koh nah rin keLangan gumcng ng super aga dhiL nga isang jeep Lng un..as in mLapit tLga..mkakatipid nah rin cLa sa kuryente dhiL wLa akoh d2 sa bhay, eh wLa nang msahdong mgastos sa kuryente d2 sa bhay..ehehhe..ndi nah rin nila keLangan gumcng ng maaga para ihatid akoh sa skayan..ska wLang poisbiLidad nah ma-Late akoh..mrami rin akong maiipon kc pg Lunch koh dun akoh kLa tita kakain..susubukan koh Lng nmn eh..ngaun sem Lng nah toh, bbLik din nmn akoh pg ndi koh nkaya eh.."

oh dba?! okei Lng..eheheh..ska pg andun akoh eh pde akong mgchurch sa Kapatirang Kristyano sa vaLenzueLa..kya mmya dpt pyagan akoh..sana tLga..pg-pray nio koh nah pyagan akoh..keLangan tLgang pyagan akoh eh..

what a day!

2005-06-07T16:59:00.000+08:00

grabe..ngaung araw nah toh ang aga koh ngicng..7am! o dba?! samantLang dti, ndi koh nah naabutan ang breakfast! ngpnta kc akoh sa aking dermatoLogist pra mwaLa nah tong pimpLes koh at Least sa start ng cLasses noh..ehehehe..aun..na-miss nah koh ng aking derma dhiL 2 yrs nah kong di ngppnta sa knya..hehhe...dun kc xa sa sampaLoc..ung mLapit sa pup at ue..ehehhe..ktuwa nga eh..tas sa Likod nia feu..bsta, npapaLibutan ng schools..hah! aun..

d2 kme mgkikita..hay..sa kbiLang buhay..

2005-06-05T13:52:00.000+08:00

Oh - thinkin' about all our younger years
There was only you and me
We were young and wild and free
Now nothin' can take you away from me
We've been down that road before
But that's over now
You keep me comin' back for more
Baby you're all that I want
When you're lyin' here in my arms
I'm findin' it hard to believe
We're in heaven
And love is all that I need
And I found it there in your heart
It isn't too hard to see
We're in heaven

Oh - once in your life you find someone
Who will turn your world around
Bring you up when you're feelin' down
Ya - nothin' could change what you mean to me
Oh there's lots that I could say
But just hold me now
Cause our love will light the way

I've bin waitin' for so long
For somethin' to arrive
For love to come along
Now our dreams are comin' true
Through the good times and the bad
Ya - I'll be standin' there by you

everything i do (i dot it for you)..

2005-06-05T13:40:00.000+08:00

Look into my eyes - you will see
What you mean to me
Search your heart - search your soul
And when you find me there you'll search no more
Don't tell me it's not worth tryin' for
You can't tell me it's not worth dyin' for
You know it's true
Everything I do - I do it for you
Look into my heart - you will find
There's nothin' there to hide
Take me as I am - take my life
I would give it all - I would sacrifice
Don't tell me it's not worth fightin' for
I can't help it - there's nothin' I want more
Ya know it's true
Everything I do - I do it for you
There's no love - like your love
And no other - could give more love
There's nowhere - unless you're there
All the time - all the way
Oh - you can't tell me it's not worth tryin' for
I can't help it - there's nothin' I want more
I would fight for you - I'd lie for you
Walk the wire for you - ya I'd die for you
Ya know it's true
Everything I do - I do it for you

Love Hurts!

2005-06-05T13:36:00.000+08:00

Love hurts, love scars
Love wounds and marks
Any heart not tough
Or strong enough
Take a lot of pain
Take a lot of pain
Love is like a cloud
And it holds a lot of rain
Love hurts, (ooooo), love hurts
You're young, I know
Baby, what's so
I know a thing or twoOoo honey, I learned from you
I really learned a lot
I really learned a lot
Love is like a stove
It burns you when it's hot
Love hurts, (ooooo), love hurts
Some fools rave, of happiness
Of blissfulness, togetherness
Oh, some fools,
They fool themselves, I guess
They're not fooling me
And I know it isn't true
God, I know it isn't true
Love is just a lie and it's
Made to make you blue
Love hurts, (ooooo) love hurts(Ooooo), love hurts
And I know it isn't trueOh, I know it isn't true
Love is just a lie and it's
Made to make you blue
Cause love hurts
Early in the morning you hurt,Love hurts, (ooooo), love hurts

hey jude!

2005-06-04T00:05:00.000+08:00

Hey jude, don’t make it bad.Take a sad song and make it better.Remember to let her into your heart,Then you can start to make it better.Hey jude, don’t be afraid.You were made to go out and get her.The minute you let her under your skin,Then you begin to make it better.And anytime you feel the pain, hey jude, refrain,Don’t carry the world upon your shoulders.For well you know that it’s a fool who plays it coolBy making his world a little colder.Hey jude, don’t let me down.You have found her, now go and get her.Remember to let her into your heart,Then you can start to make it better.So let it out and let it in, hey jude, begin,You’re waiting for someone to perform with.And don’t you know that it’s just you, hey jude, you’ll do,The movement you need is on your shoulder.Hey jude, don’t make it bad.Take a sad song and make it better.Remember to let her under your skin,Then you’ll begin to make itBetter better better better better better, oh.Na na na na na ,na na na, hey jude...

ebony and ivory..

2005-06-04T00:02:00.000+08:00

Ebony and ivory live together in perfect harmonySide by side on my piano keyboard, oh lord, why don’t we? We all know that people are the same where ever we goThere is good and bad in ev’ryone,We learn to live, we learn to giveEach other what we need to survive together alive.Ebony and ivory live together in perfect harmonySide by side on my piano keyboard, oh lord why don’t we? Ebony, ivory living in perfect harmonyEbony, ivory, oohWe all know that people are the same where ever we goThere is good and bad in ev’ryone,We learn to live, we learn to giveEach other what we need to survive together alive.Ebony and ivory live together in perfect harmonySide by side on my piano keyboard, oh lord why don’t we? Ebony, ivory living in perfect harmony (repeat and fade)

txt..

2005-06-03T22:56:00.000+08:00

grabe..ngaun koh Lng nLaman mhaLaga pLa khit isang txt msg Lng nah gLing sa mga tao..hay..kc nmn..wLa Lng..kc khit txt Lng, mkukumusta moh ung mga mLaLayong friends nah ndi moh nah nkikita..dti, prang wLa Lng sken mga gnon..pangkuLit Lng un 4me..pero ndi pLa..kc wLa Lng..nangunguLit Lng akoh sa txt Lgi eh..ngaun, mejo mhaLaga nah xa sken..kya oi friends!! pgtinext koh kau..wLa Lng..ehehhe..ibig sbihin nun..miss koh nah kau ah!! kc my ngtampo poh sken dhiL ndi koh nah dw xa tinetxt eh..nkaLimutan koh Lng kc tLga..pero ndi koh nmn nkaLimutan ung taong yon noh..Luvyah pa rin as a friend noh!!!!!!!!;P kya aun..from now on, ndi koh nah kkLimutan mgtxt pra mangumusta promis!!!!!!!!! ska Lgi nmn akoh ngttxt ah!!! eehhee..bka ung fone mo my cra noh!!! ehehhe..akoh pa! adik nga akoh mgtxt noh!!! ehhehe..sori poh..eh kc, kya ndi kta nkausap nun..nanonood nga akoh ng beatLes! ehehhe..kya aun..

mhaLaga ang bawat txt..okei?!

yan ah..iniba koh nah ung motto koh!!!!! aus kna?!;P

ahahhaha..pauL mccartney!

2005-06-02T23:24:00.000+08:00

grabe..

feeL koh tuLoy mhaL koh nah c pauL mccartney!ehhehe..

kc kgabi..nanood akoh ng docu tungkoL sa the beatLes..ang gnda tLga..ewan..gs2 koh Lng mnood..tas aun..ndi tuLoy akoh nkanood ng engkantadia!hmp! okei Lng..msaya nmn eh..

nainLab ata akoh ky pauL mccartney!wahhaa..La Lng..ang gwpo kc nia eh..taLented pa..tas xa pa pinakamatino sa beatLes! kya i Love him! cguro lng, kng nabuhay akoh nung panahon ng beatLemania..isa akoh sa mga ngpapakamatay pra mkita ung beatLes! grabe tLga..

khit mejo kdiri ung Life nah gnaLawan ng beatLes..pero ayoko cLang craan..wahaha..dpt mkita Lng ng mga tao ung music niLa..ehehhe..bsta..sobrang crush koh ngaung mga pnahong toh c pauL mccartney..at nandidiri akoh ky john Lenon..bwahahah!

a new creature..

2005-05-30T16:15:00.000+08:00

knina, i was reading this testimony of a former irish priest..sobrang na-touched akoh dun sa story ng buhay nia..and i'm happy for him nah rin..cguro kng ndi xa ngkasakit, ndi nia miintindihan ung meaning ng bibLe..nah ang bibLe dpt tLgang pag-depend-an ng faith..kc un ung God's words..im very happy nah rin pra sa sariLi koh dhiL ChiLd of God akoh..at hnding ndi nah un mgbabago khit keLan..happy rin akoh dhiL ngaun nLaman koh nah kng anong mga maLi sa paniniwaLa ng CathoLics..hay..buti nLang..at my evidence nah rin nah mgsu-support sa ken pra sa page-expLain koh sa daddy koh nah mraming maLi sa paniniwaLa ng CathoLics..former priest nah mismo ung ngsabi eh..based on experience kya mpaniniwaLaan tLga..at aLam kong honest ung taong un kc xempre unang-una, tinuro sa mga pri nah wg gmwa ng ksaLana, even though mraming mga pari jan nah mkasaLanan..hay..mra pari p nmn cLa, ndi niLa aLam ang absoLute truth..nkakahiya cLa..hay..anway, pg-pray koh nLang..hay..ang sarap nga ng feeLing nung nbasa koh un eh, nkakabLess xa..at sna mbasa pa un ng mraming tao pra sa gnon, they can turn and be one with Christ nah..

my appLicabLe verse nah for me, Romans 8:1-2..sobrang srap ng feeLing pg binabasa koh..kc i've experienced that nah eh..

saLvation

2005-05-29T15:48:00.000+08:00

IntroductionThe following is a set of eight outlines intended to help a born again Christian better understand his salvation. Many Christians neglect to study the doctrines that define New Testament salvation and miss the rich blessings that understanding them brings. Salvation has many different aspects; no single term or principle can adequately define it. To show believers the extent of what they have in Christ, the Holy Spirit put no less than eight separate doctrines in the Bible to explain New Testament salvation. Each one describes it from a slightly different perspective. A good understanding of these doctrines is essential for a Christian to become mature in the faith and truly appreciate what God has done for him. Every Christian should be fully acquainted with the terms justification, sanctification, regeneration, etc., yet many have only a shallow knowledge of these doctrines if any knowledge of them at all. However, if the believer will study the scriptures as the Lord commands him to (2 Timothy 2:15), the Holy Spirit will reveal these truths to him (John 14:26). He will then have a greater confidence in the permanence of his salvation and also be better equipped to serve his Savior.
Furthermore, the primary reason God has given man the Bible was so he could learn doctrine (2 Timothy 3:16). God wants the sinner to learn that without Christ he is lost and headed for Hell, and He wants the Christian to learn what happened to him when he received Christ. Apart from the scriptures no one could know either. In several places in the Bible the Holy Spirit pleads with believers to not be ignorant of doctrine (Romans 11:25; 1 Corinthians 12:1; etc.), and the doctrines that are the most profitable for any believer to learn are these eight on salvation. Once they are mastered, the saint will be better prepared to understand some others that are more difficult.
The reader is to study all the references given below in his Bible. He is NOT to use these outlines by themselves as a substitute for this study. They are intended only to aid him in finding out what the Bible says about the subject of salvation. The Bible alone (KJV) should be the Christian's final authority for this matter (and every other matter), so a believer should never let any other reading material, Christian or otherwise, stand between him and his personal study of it. Personal study is the only way he can know for certain what the Bible says and determine if any teaching or doctrine he may be confronted with is scriptural. Many believers because of failure to do this are confused about many aspects of Christianity and often fall away from the truth. Every Christian should have the same attitude towards the Bible as the "Bereans," who after hearing the apostle Paul's words, "...searched the scriptures daily whether those things were so" (Acts 17:11-12). Since the Holy Spirit commended these people for checking the words of an apostle against the Bible, how much more should believers today check everything they read and hear with the Scriptures also?
The reader will find that the names of these eight doctrines are not terms Christians generally use to describe salvation. They usually describe what God has done for them by saying their sins have been forgiven, remitted, or pardoned. Though all three of these words can be found in the Bible in some form, they are not words the Holy Spirit places emphasis on. The above words are not even mentioned in the books of John, Romans, and Galatians (except "forgiven" quoted in Romans 4:7), and these are the books which tell us the most about salvation. Of course, salvation includes forgiveness and remission of sins, but it goes much beyond the meanings of these terms. It contains eternal life, a standing of righteousness, perfect holiness, a new birth, a new nature, and a host of other virtues, all purchased by the death and shed blood of the Lord Jesus Christ. All who personally receive Christ are freely given these blessings, and it is only fitting that each believer have a good understanding of what they are.
Also, dear believer, please understand that these doctrines speak of blessings and virtues you possess NOW. They do not refer to something the Lord will give you in the future, or to rewards you earn by obedience; they became fully effective in you the moment you received Jesus Christ. It is your UNION with Christ that makes them your own. Dear saint, please do not cheat yourself by neglecting these precious doctrines. God has rich blessings for those who invest in the study of them. The time it will take you to "search the scriptures" and learn them will be nothing compared to the rich dividends you will reap for the rest of your life!
Again, Christian, KNOW these doctrines. Meditate on them until they become familiar friends (1 Timothy 4:15); study them so you can give a good answer to a skeptic (1 Peter 3:15); memorize them so you can help others understand (Psalm 119:11); and rely on their truths so you can have the "...peace of God, which passeth all understanding..." (Philippians 4:7). Once you really grasp what God has given you, and realize what all salvation contains, NO ONE will be able to talk you out of your security in Jesus Christ. No matter how many "good words and fair speeches..." (Romans 16:18) someone may use to try to convince you otherwise, you will KNOW that you have "...passed from death unto life" (John 5:24) and will dwell with your Savior for ETERNITY!
"Thanks be unto God for his unspeakable gift" (2 Corinthians 9:15) and let all praise, honor, and glory go to God the Father, and His Son, the Lord and Savior Jesus Christ!
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I. REGENERATIONRegeneration means to be given or imparted life. Concerning the Christian it refers to the life and nature he receives when he is born again and made a new creature in the Lord Jesus Christ.
The word regeneration is found only two times in the Bible. First, in Matthew 19:28, where it speaks not of the new birth of the Christian but of the restoration of the earth at the second coming of Christ. It is mentioned the second time in Titus 3:5 where one finds the actual renewing and rebirth of the believer mentioned.
A. The Need For Regeneration1. Since the fall of Adam in the garden of Eden (Genesis Ch. 2-3), every person (except Jesus Christ) has been born spiritually dead in trespasses and sins (Romans 5:12-21; 1 Corinthians 15:21-22; 2 Corinthians 5:14-15; Ephesians 2:1-7). To correct this every individual must be born a second time unto righteousness and life (John 3:5-6).
2. Also, every individual on earth has inherited the evil nature Adam acquired at the fall. Therefore, each person needs another nature that is not evil, but righteous and holy, before he can have proper fellowship with a righteous God (Genesis 8:21; Jeremiah 13:23; 17:9; Matthew 13:38-42; Luke 11:13; 16:23; John 3:36; Romans 6:23; Revelation 20:15).
3. This evil nature, and the sins resulting from it, is totally contrary to God and brings His wrath on the individual (John 3:18, 36; Galatians 3:10; 4:8; Ephesians 2:12; 4:18; 1 Thessalonians 4:5; etc.). Those who refuse God's gift of regeneration will permanently feel His wrath in the lake of fire (Revelation 20:15).
4. Jesus told Nicodemus, a very moral man and a ruler of the Jews, "Ye must be born again" (John 3:1-12).
B. The Method Of Regeneration1. A person becomes regenerated when he hears the gospel, repents, and by faith receives Jesus Christ as his personal Savior (John 1:12-13; Titus 3:5; James 1:18; Peter 1:23).
2. Regeneration is a literal birth into God's family where the believer actually becomes God's child (Romans 8:14-16; 1 John 3:1-2; 5:1; 1 Peter 1:3).
3. When a person receives Christ , his spirit, which was dead in Adam, is instantly reborn by the Holy Spirit (John 3:6). After this, he is no longer in Adam but "in Christ" (Romans 8:1-11).
4. This birth is as real as a person's physical birth from his parents (John 3:5-6).
5. It enables the believer to call upon God as his father, and upon the Lord Jesus Christ as his elder brother (Romans 8:15-29; Galatians 4:6; Hebrews 2:10-13).
6. It also makes the believer a "new creature." This is because he has been given another nature in addition to the evil one he was born with (2 Corinthians 5:17; Galatians 6:15).
7. This new nature is Jesus Christ's very own nature, thus it carries with it all of His moral attributes (Romans 6:8, 8:9; 1 Corinthians 1:30; Galatians 2:20; Ephesians 2:10, 4:24; Colossians 2:13; 2 Peter 1:4).
8. Since the new nature is Christ's nature, it is in every way contrary to the believer's fallen, Adamic nature which he still has (Romans Ch. 6-8; Galatians 5:16-26; Colossians 3:9-10).
9. Every Christian is to grow and become mature in his new nature and make no provision for the old (Romans 13:14; 2 Corinthians 5:15, 7:1; Galatians 5:16; 1 Peter 2:2; 2 Peter 3:18).
C. The Permanence Of Regeneration1. Since the life a Christian receives is Christ's own life, it is therefore eternal life (John 3:15-16, 5:24, 6:40,48, 10:28-30; Romans 6:22; 1 John 2:25, 5:11-13; etc.).
2. The father and child relationship between God and the regenerated believer cannot be broken. Regardless of what may happen in a Christian's life, he will always be God's child (John 10:28-30).
3. The believer is born again by "incorruptible seed" (the word of God), thus he "liveth and abideth forever" (1 Peter 1:23).
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II. ADOPTIONAdoption refers to God placing a believer as an adult son (heir) into His family and giving him access to all the privileges that go with it.
A. The Biblical Use Of The Word1. There is some confusion among Christians about this doctrine because of the modern use of the word adoption. The modern meaning, to take a child born of one family and place him into another does not consider the fact that a believer becomes a member of God's family by regeneration (see Regeneration). A Christian is literally born into God's family, not just placed into it still having only the nature of another.
2. In the scriptures, adoption is not so much a word of relationship but of position. It speaks not of how the believer became a member of the family but of the fact he already is a member because of regeneration. God has placed him in the position of an adult son, and he has all the rights and privileges that go with it (1 John 3:2).
B. How Adoption Became Available1. God's justice required Jesus Christ's death on the cross to deal with sin before He could place any person in His family. His death and shed blood fully redeemed the believing sinner and made regeneration and adoption available (Romans 8:15-16; Galatians 4:4-6).
C. The Privileges Of Adoption1. The believer has a father that loves him (1 John 4), cares for him (1 Peter 5:7), protects him (Romans 8:31), corrects him (Hebrews 12:5-11), and promises to never leave him (Hebrews 13:5-6).
2. He is a fellowcitizen with the "...Saints and the household of God" (Ephesians 2:19). Also, he is an heir of God and joint-heir with Christ (Romans 8:17).
3. He has within him the "Spirit of adoption" (the Holy Spirit, Romans 8:17) who bears witness in his heart that he is God's son and leads him to cry upon God as his father. The Spirit will also raise up the saint's body at the second coming of Christ (Romans 8:11-17; 1 Corinthians 15:51-52; Galatians 4:4-6; Philippians 3:21; 1 Thessalonians 4:13-18).
4. God has predestinated the believer to be conformed into the image of Jesus Christ and has promised to openly reveal him as His son (Romans 8:29; Ephesians 1:5).
D. The Final Adoption1. Even though a believer is now fully God's child (1 John 3:1-3), God has not yet fully revealed him as such. However, the "firstfruits of the Spirit" is a guarantee that He will. This is the main emphasis of adoption, the day when Christ returns and redeems the saint's body making it "...Like unto his glorious body" (Philippians 3:21). In that day, God will openly show all creation those who are His regenerated and adopted children (Romans 8:23; 1 Corinthians 15:35-58; 2 Corinthians 5:1-4).
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III. JUSTIFICATIONJustification means to be pronounced righteous. It is the legal and judicial act where God declares the believer righteous in Jesus Christ. It is not only the taking away of the believer's guilt, but also the imputation of Christ's righteousness in its place. The believer is not righteous in himself but only in Christ.
A. The Two Aspects Of JustificationThere are two distinct aspects of justification:
a. The forgiveness, remission, and taking away of the believer's sins.
b. The imputation (see Imputation) of the righteousness of Jesus Christ.
1. As mentioned before, man generally thinks of salvation in terms of forgiveness or pardon. God, however, knew man needed much more than just his sins forgiven. If salvation only meant forgiveness, the believer would still be bound to his sin nature and unable to quit sinning. He would be forgiven for his sins but still hold the position of a sinner in God's sight. God did not want such a weak and practically useless salvation for believers. He devised one that not only takes the sins away but also puts righteousness in their place—both imputed and imparted righteousness. When He looks on a believer, He does not see someone who is still a sinner and only forgiven, or someone who is just innocent of the guilt of sin. He sees that saint completely justified with the righteousness of His son Jesus Christ (Romans 3:22-26, 10:3-4; 2 Corinthians 5:21; Colossians 1:22-23).
2. The term justification in itself only speaks of God imputing righteousness to the believer's account. However, the Christian not only has righteousness reckoned to him (see Imputation), he also has it IN him. It is one of the characteristics of the "divine nature" he received the moment he believed (2 Peter 1:4; see Regeneration). This imparted righteousness can also be found under the doctrine, Sanctification.
B. The Method Of Justification1. Justification is apart from any work of the law (the ten commandments, Sabbath keeping, the sermon on the mount, the golden rule, etc.), but is only obtained by faith in the finished work and shed blood of Jesus Christ (Acts 13:38-39; Romans 1:16-17, 3:21-30, 4:5, 5:1-9, 10:4; 1 Corinthians 6:11; Galatians 2:16, 3:8, 22).
2. If one could be justified by keeping the law or by good works, then Christ died for nothing (Galatians 2:21, 3:24).
3. The reason God gave man the law was to show him that he is a sinner and unable to live up to God's righteous standard. Then, after the sinner realized this, its purpose was to lead him to Christ for salvation (Romans 3:20; Galatians 3:24).
C. The Extent Of Justification1. Many believe that salvation only puts the believer in the same condition Adam was before the fall; that is, in an innocent state. Again, this is only forgiveness. Innocence and forgiveness in themselves do not speak of righteousness in any way. As Adam proved, it only takes one act of disobedience for a person to lose his innocence. On the contrary, the justified believer gains much more in Christ than he lost in Adam (Romans 5:12-20).
2. As mentioned before, justification includes forgiveness and the remission of sins (Acts 10:43; Colossians 2:13), but it does not stop there; it brings with it "the righteousness of God". This the believer cannot lose; it is a gift God has given with no conditions (Romans 5:17-21, 6:20-23; 1 Corinthians 1:30; 2 Corinthians 5:21).
3. When a sinner receives Christ, he receives a death he did not die, satisfying the curse of the law against him (Galatians 3:13); and a life he did not live, a holy and righteous life which only Christ could supply. Thus, every Christian is a partaker of Christ's death and resurrection. His position before God is the same as his Savior's, dead unto sin and alive unto righteousness (Romans Ch. 6; Galatians 2:20).
4. Although the believer is legally dead to sin in God's sight, he is not yet dead to it physically. This leaves him still able to sin. This ability to sin, however, does not affect the saint's standing or position before the Lord. To God the old sinful nature is forever dead, and a dead man cannot sin! God wants every Christian to reckon (account) himself that way so he won't sin (Romans 5:17-18, 6:1-14, 8:10; Galatians 2:19-20; Colossians 3:3; 1 Peter 2:24).
5. Also, justification brings peace with God. Since the law that cursed the saint has been satisfied by Christ, there is no longer any enmity between him and God. The believer can rest in the assurance that he will never experience God's wrath, for God poured it all out on Christ (Romans 5:1-10; Colossians 1:20; 1 Thessalonians 1:10, 5:9).
D. The Permanence Of Justification1. The justification that God gives the believer will extend throughout eternity. The reason is the saint is in an eternal Savior (Revelation 22:13), who purchased with an eternal redemption (Hebrews 9:12), an eternal salvation (Hebrews 5:9), that supplies him with eternal life (John 10:28)! Furthermore, since the saint is sinless, more than that righteousness in Jesus Christ, "Who shall lay anything to the charge of God's elect? It is God that justifieth.Who is he that condemneth? It is Christ that died..." (Romans 8:33-34). If the Holy, Righteous, Sinless, Perfect, and Eternal God of Heaven cannot find anything wrong with the standing of the justified Christian, who can?
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V. IMPUTATIONImputation means to put something on a persons account or charge. To attribute or reckon something to an individual. Philemon 18 states it as "Put that on mine account".
Concerning sin and salvation there are three different imputations in the scriptures:
a. The imputation of Adam's sin to all mankind.
b. The imputation of the world's sins to Jesus Christ.
c. The imputation of the righteousness of God to the believer.
A. Of Adam's Sin To All Mankind1. When Adam disobeyed God by eating from the tree of knowledge (Genesis 3:6), he not only brought death upon himself, but he also brought it upon all of his descendants. Adam, the first man, represents the whole human race.
2. Romans 5:12-21 plainly states that men die not because of their own sin, but because of Adam's one sin in Eden. Since Adam is the father of all mankind (all except Jesus Christ), God attributes his sin to all his offspring. This makes every person a sinner. God does this because all humanity was in Adam when he sinned; so, in effect, when Adam sinned, WE sinned (vs. 12). As further proof, verses 12-14 indicate that all the people who lived from Adam until Moses did not die because of their own personal sins. They died because the sinned in their father—Adam (see also Romans 4:15; 1 Corinthians 15:22).
3. God is showing us in Romans 5 that all born of Adam are sinners and die, but also that all born of Christ are righteous and alive (vs. 17-19). He is showing us how the head or representative of a family acts in behalf of his offspring. Since all are condemned by the actions of one man, all CAN BE saved by the actions of another. All men are born of Adam, and all men can be "born again" into Christ.
B. Of The World's Sins to Jesus Christ1. The primary reason Jesus Christ came into the world was to die for its sins and take them away (John 1:29; Galatians 1:4; 1 Timothy 1:15; Hebrews 1:3, 9:28, 10:4-14; 1 John 2:2; etc.). This was a voluntary act of love on His part; He did not have to give His life and redeem man but could have sent the whole world to Hell and been just in doing so (John 3:16, 10:18; Romans 5:8).
2. While Jesus was suffering on the cross, God laid all the sins of the world, past, present, and future on Him. His father treated Him as the lowest sinner, as one who had committed the most wicked crimes, though personally Christ was sinless and guilty of nothing (2 Corinthians 5:21). And since Adam was not his father, there was no inherited guilt in Him to compel His death, but He died anyway. Why? Because of sin, IMPUTED SIN. Since God charged sin to Him, and "the wages of sin is death", He had to die to pay for them (Romans 5:12, 6:23).
3. 2 Corinthians 5:19-21 leaves no doubt that God made Jesus to be sin in the world's place. He placed His wrath not on the guilty, but on his guiltless Son. The just suffered for the unjust so He could save all who would receive Him. Those who refuse Him must suffer for their sins themselves (John 3:18,36; 2 Thessalonians 1:5-12; etc.).
C. Of The "Righteousness Of God" To The Believer1. This imputation was covered under the previous outline titled, Justification, where the believer is justified by the imputed righteousness of Jesus Christ.
2. Comparing this imputation with the last one shows us how real a doctrine imputation is. Since every true Christian believes that Jesus died for his sins because God imputed them to Him, he should also believe that he has been justified with Christ's imputed righteousness. If imputation is real enough to cause a sinless man's death, the imputation of righteousness must be just as real (2 Corinthians 5:19-21)! God treated Christ as a sinner so He could treat the "sinner" as righteous (1 Peter 2:24).
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V. SANCTIFICATIONSanctification means to be set apart unto God for God's use; to be set apart from sin unto holiness. It is an act of God where He consecrates the believer unto Himself.
The topic of sanctification (or holiness) is found over one thousand times in the scriptures. It is a doctrine the Holy Spirit wants believers to especially understand.
There are three distinct tenses of sanctification concerning New Testament salvation:
a. Positional, which refers to the initial act.
b. Progressive, which refers to the believer's present life.
c. Final, which refers to the completion of its work.
A. Positional Sanctification1. This is the instantaneous sanctification the believer receives the moment he trusts Christ. At that time, Christ sets his soul apart from sin and imparts unto him His own holiness and righteousness. God's law, a reflection of His nature, demands that man be perfect and holy. This, however, is impossible for the natural man because he is by nature sinful and unholy (Romans 8:8; Ephesians 2:1-4).
2. God's work of sanctification supplies every moral virtue He requires man to have. When a person receives Christ, he gets all of Christ's moral virtues with Him—he meets all the law's requirements in Him (Romans 10:1-4).
3. When God looks at the position of a Christian, He sees the separated, sanctified, righteous, and perfect life of His son Jesus Christ. The saint need never fear of losing this standing before God because it is his union with Christ that brought it about. This union can never be broken (see Regeneration; Justification; Romans 15:16; 1 Corinthians 1:2, 30, 6:11; Galatians 2:20; Ephesians 1:3-4; Hebrews 2:11, 10:10,14, 13:12,21; 1 Peter 1:2).
4. Also, the instant one believes, his soul is cut loose from his flesh by a spiritual circumcision performed by Christ (Colossians 2:10-15). As a result, the believer is no longer a slave to his old, Adamic nature (though he can still yield to it); he is set free to serve his new righteous nature which is Christ's. The saint is now capable of living a holy life that is pleasing to God (Romans 6:11-23; Colossians 3:1-4).
B. Progressive Sanctification1. This tense speaks of how the Christian's present life is to become holier and more Christ like day by day. Since the believer's soul is sanctified in Christ, God expects this holiness to affect his behavior and be manifested in his daily walk. He wants him to follow his Savior and live a clean, separated life (Romans 12:1-4; 2 Corinthians 7:1; Galatians 5:22-25; 1 Thessalonians 2:12, 4:1-7).
2. Before a person is saved it is impossible for him to live a holy life. However, after salvation he can; he has the power of the indwelling Holy Spirit to assist him. The Spirit prompts him to live "...not conformed to this world...", but after Christ. "As ye have therefore received Christ Jesus the Lord, so walk ye in him" (Colossians 2:6). See also: Romans 12:1-4, 16:19; 1 Corinthians 6:12-13, 19-20, 7:23; 2 Corinthians 6:14-17, 7:1; Philippians 2:15, 4:8; Colossians 3:5-15; 1 Thessalonians 5:5, 22-23; 2 Thessalonians 2:13; 1 Timothy 6:11-12; Hebrews 12:1-4; James 1:24-27, 4:4; 1 Peter 2:11-12, 24).
a. How To Resist Temptation And Live Above Sin1. Every Christian knows what it means to be tempted. However, being tempted to sin is not a sin in itself. The Lord was tempted in all the areas we are, yet He did not sin (Hebrews 2:17-18). God will allow His people to be tempted for several reasons. Some of them are: to try their faith (1 Peter 1:7), to keep them humble and dependent on Him (1 Peter 5:6), to cause them to know the victory that is in Christ (Hebrews 2:18), and to enable them to win the crown of life (James 1:2-4, 12).
2. The Bible gives the believer some guidelines to follow concerning temptation.
a. He is to watch and pray that he enters not into it (Matthew 26:41).
b. He is to stay away from any thing or situation that may lead him into it (Romans 16:19; 1 Thessalonians 5:22).
c. And he is to be transformed from worldly thinking to godly thinking by the renewing of his mind (Romans 12:1-4).
3. Nevertheless, even after abiding in these guidelines, temptation may still come. The Christian can defend himself against it by following three scriptural principles. He should:
a. Follow his Savior's example and resist the Devil by rebuking him with scripture (Matthew 4:1-11; James 4:7).
b. Yield himself to God and reckon himself dead to sin (Romans 6:2-11; Galatians 2:19; 1 Peter 2:24).
c. Earnestly watch for the way of escape God has promised, taking it immediately once it is discovered (1 Corinthians 10:13).
4. If the believer will sincerely and prayerfully follow all three of these principles when he is tempted, he will, by the power of God, overcome the temptation. Furthermore, the experience he gains in dealing with it will make him stronger and better able to serve the Lord. However, if a believer gives in and does sin (and all Christians do at times), it is because he neglected one or more of the above means of defense.
5. When a Christian sins he must remember that God will by no means abandon of forsake him. He is still his Father no matter what happens! God will instantly forgive any believer when he confesses his disobedience as sin (1 John 1:8-10). He may have to pay in the flesh for the sin (reap what he has sown), but he will not suffer eternal condemnation. Though sin cannot break a saint's relationship with God, it can cause a break in fellowship until he confesses it as sin and forsakes it.
6. Finally, concerning doubtful things (thoughts and actions the believer is not certain about), the Holy Spirit has given some more principles to guide Christians.
a. Can the believer do the action he is thinking about in the name of Jesus Christ (Ephesians 5:20)?
b. Can he give thanks to God for it (Colossians 3:17)?
c. Can he do it with the belief that it pleases God (Romans 14:23)?
d. Would he like the Lord to find him doing it when He returns (1 Thessalonians 5:1-3)?
The safest and surest way to deal with doubtful thoughts, actions, and circumstances is, "when in doubt, don't."
b. The Means Of Progressive Sanctification1. The Lord Jesus Christ prayed to His Father that all believers be sanctified by the word of God (John 17:17). The scriptures can sanctify because they reveal God's nature and show the saint where he needs correction and instruction (2 Timothy 3:16-17). Before a believer can continue to live a godly life he must read, study, and submit himself to the Bible. By doing this the Holy Spirit will give him all he needs to live above sin.
C. Final Sanctification1. This tense refers to a future event where God sanctifies the believer completely—body, soul, and spirit (1 Thessalonians 5:23). This will occur when Christ comes back for His people at the rapture (1 Thessalonians 4:13-18). Now, the believer's body is not yet sanctified, but in that glorious day it will be, making the him unable to sin! God will separate his body from iniquity, as his spirit is now, and his old nature will become literally dead to sin (Romans 6:7). This event is also called "...the day of redemption" (Ephesians 4:30; also see Adoption). When the Lord returns, all His saints will have a glorified body like His, completely and totally separated from sin (1 Corinthians 15:35-38; Philippians 3:21; Colossians 3:4; 1 John 3:2).
The Term "Salvation" Also Has Three Tenses:
a. Past - The believer has been saved from the guilt and penalty of sin (Luke 7:50; 1 Corinthians 18-21; 2 Corinthians 2:15; Ephesians 2:5-8; 2 Timothy 1:9; Tit. 3:5; Hebrews 5:9; etc.).
b. Present - He is being saved from the power of sin in his daily life (Romans 6:14; Philippians 1:19, 2:12-13; 2 Thess-alonians 2:13; 1 Timothy 4:16).
c. Future - He will be saved from the presence of sin at the second coming (Romans 13:11; 1 Peter 1:5.
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VI. RECONCILIATIONReconciliation means to be brought from enmity to friendship. To bring peace where there was once hatred and strife. God is not reconciled to man, but man to God.
A. The Need For Reconciliation1. When Adam disobeyed God and ate of the forbidden tree in the garden he became alienated from Him (Genesis 3:23-24). Before, when he was innocent, he could have fellowship with God; but after he ate, a barrier of sin was erected and this fellowship was broken. All of Adam's descendants are also alienated from God because they sinned in him (see IMPUTATION).
2. God, because of His love, desired that man be reconciled back to Him. Since man is unable and unwilling to deal with sin and make matters right, God had to initiate the reconciliation. He does this by redeeming the believer from sin and bringing him up to His righteous standard by the intermediary work of Christ.
B. How Reconciliation Was Obtained1. Before man could be reconciled to God there had to be a mediator to represent both parties (Galatians 3:20). Job, who thought matters were not right between himself and God, yearned for someone to mediate between them (Job 9:32-33). The only person who can represent both God and man is the "...man Christ Jesus." He is fully God and fully man—"God manifest in the flesh" (1 Timothy 2:5, 3:16).
2. It took the obedient life, sacrificial death, shed blood, and bodily resurrection of Christ to reconcile man back to God (Romans 5:10, 10:15; Colossians 1:20-22). He paid the sin debt man owed, tore down the wall of partition (Ephesians 2:11-22), and made peace with God for all who will receive Him (John 16:33; Acts 10:36; Romans 5:1, 10:15; Ephesians 2:14).
3. While He was on earth Christ suffered through life much as all other men do. He learned what it was like to be tempted, slandered, ridiculed, hated, poor, forsaken, condemned, and also to die. This fully qualifies Him to represent man. On the other hand, He can represent God because He is God—the second person of the Trinity (John 1:1-3; 1 John 5:7). Now, since He is in Heaven, He ever lives to make intercession for the believer against all the accusations of Satan (Hebrews 2:18, 4:15, 5:8, 7:25).
4. Jesus Christ is the believer's advocate (Romans 8:33-34; 1 John 2:1). If anyone, anywhere, throughout eternity, challenges the standing of any Christian, Christ takes the position of a defense attorney to represent him. He declares the saint regenerated, justified, sanctified, redeemed, and reconciled to God. He can say this because He paid for the believer's sins Himself and is the source of every virtue he has. "If God be for us, who can be against us?" (Romans 8:31; see also, Justification; Sanctification; and Redemption).
C. The Christian's Duty Concerning Reconciliation1. The reconciled believer has a duty to go into the world and tell the lost that they can be saved from sin and reconciled to God. Every Christian has been given a ministry of reconciliation (2 Corinthians 5:18-22). He is God's ambassador to the world and is to preach the gospel (1 Corinthians 15:1-4) to every creature (Mark 16:15), letting each know that he does not have to die in his sins. The Christian who is obedient in this greatly pleases the Lord.
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VII. PROPITIATIONPropitiation means to appease or satisfy someone; to make amends for a wrong that has been committed. It speaks of how God is completely satisfied with Jesus Christ's atonement.
The word propitiation is found three times in the scriptures. Once in the book of Romans (3:25), and twice in 1 John (2:2, 4:10).
A. The Scope Of Propitiation1. The basis on which God saves the believer is the propitiatory sacrifice of Jesus Christ. God, through Christ, appeased His own wrath against the sinner by paying the penalty His justice demanded Himself. As a result, God can justify the believer without compromising His righteousness; He can accept him into His family without accepting his sin!
2. The Old Testament sacrifices were a shadow of Christ's coming atonement (Hebrews ch. 10). To receive remission of sins then, a person had to apply the blood of bulls or goats on the mercy seat in the tabernacle (or temple). The mercy seat, which was on the ark of the covenant, was the place of atonement, the place where sins were forgiven and God's wrath appeased (Leviticus ch. 1-16). These elaborate sacrifices, however, could not take away any sin; they could only cover it (Hebrews ch. 9-10). They had to be offered continually because there was no offering yet available which could take the sins away.
3. God had no pleasure in the animal sacrifices. He established them to show man that he is a sinner, that sin requires payment (death), and that the payment could be paid by a substitute (Hebrews 10:5-8). These sacrifices continued for hundreds of years, yet the thousands of animals offered could not permanently satisfy God's wrath. They were to prepare mankind for the one to come who could (Romans 3:20; Galatians 3:24).
4. When the fullness of time had come, God sent to earth the only person in the universe who could propitiate His wrath for eternity. It was His only begotten son (John 1:18). He came to shed His sinless blood and die a substitutionary death to take away the sins of the world (John 1:29). Jesus took the place of the world (see IMPUTATION), and God poured all the wrath He had towards the world out on Him. His one sacrifice fully made amends for all its sins (Romans 3:25; Hebrews 9:12, 26, 10:12).
5. Though Jesus died for the whole world, the whole world will not be saved (Matthew 7:13-14). Each individual must personally accept Christ for His atonement to apply to him (John 1:12-13). Under the law God showed mercy at the mercy seat. Now, Jesus Christ is the mercy seat—the place of atonement. The only way a person can receive atonement for his sins is to go to the mercy seat (Christ) and accept His work in his behalf. The believer will never experience God's wrath; the sacrifice of his indwelling substitute (Christ) has eternally satisfied the Lord and His law's curse against him (Galatians 3:13).
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VIII. REDEMPTIONRedemption means to purchase or buy back something that originally belonged to the purchaser. Concerning salvation, it refers to the death of Jesus Christ where He buys back the sinner, His blood being the payment.
Redemption is the foundation of salvation; it is the basis of the seven previous doctrines. Before God could provide eternal salvation to anyone, He had to pay the ransom required to release the sinner from his sins. GOD COULD NOT DECREE SALVATION UNTO MAN, HE HAD TO BUY IT!
A. Why Man Needs Redemption1. Another result of Adam eating from the tree of knowledge is that he, in effect, sold himself to sin. He knew that his disobedience would bring death (1 Timothy 2:14), but he decided that he would rather die with Eve than live with God. As mentioned before, Adam's sin did not only affect him, it also affected all of his descendants (see IMPUTATION). The sinful nature he got when he ate is passed on to all humanity. Therefore, every person on earth is hopelessly bound to sin (as well as to its father—Satan, John 8:44); and unless he is redeemed by someone who is not bound to it, he will die and spend eternity in Hell paying for his sins himself!
2. God saw man's pitiful condition and according to His great love and grace devised a redemption plan to buy him back from his iniquity (Titus 2:14). The climax of this plan was the sending of His Son to earth to give His life (blood) as the ransom (Matthew 20:28). This is the main reason "the Word" became flesh (John 1:1-3). If Jesus came to earth but failed to die a redemptive death, His whole ministry would have been in vain. No matter what else He may have done (healings, miracles, etc.) man would still be in his sins, under a curse, and bound for Hell (Galatians 3:10-13).
3. That God would go to such great lengths to redeem His enemy (Romans 5:8-10!) shows the extent of the love and compassion He has for him. Christ is the Giver and the Gift, the Offerer and the Offering, the Redeemer and the Redemption. Only through Him can a person be freed from his bondage to sin and death, for He alone can provide redemption (Acts 4:12).
B. The Actual Price Of RedemptionFor something to be redeemed a specific price has to be paid, and the price to redeem the sinner is blood. According to Leviticus 17:11, "The life of the flesh is in the blood...it is the blood that maketh atonement for the soul." So blood not only represents life, it is actually physical life itself. Before God would accept an animal sacrifice in the Old Testament, a priest had to apply it's blood on an altar in behalf of the offerer. The death of the sacrifice alone could not atone for the offerer's sins. The priest must apply its blood to complete the redemption. Again, the Old Testament sacrifices could not take away sin (see Propitiation). The shedding and application of animal blood which the Old Testament so vividly describes is only a picture of Christ's blood which can take it away (Hebrews ch. 10).
2. The blood of Christ can redeem sinners for at least three reasons:
a. It does not have any taint of sin in it. The Lord did not inherit a sinful nature from Adam as everyone else because a person's nature comes from his father. Since God is Christ's father, He has His nature (Matthew 1:23; Luke 1:35). Of course, Mary, His mother descended from Adam, but this does not affect Christ in this respect.
b. Adam's sin corrupted his blood and caused his death. The last Adam (Christ) knew no sin; His blood is incorruptible (1 Peter 1:18-19).
c. The blood that flowed through His veins was His Father's (Acts 20:28), and since He is God manifest in the flesh, is could be no less (1 Timothy 3:16).
C. The Application Of The Blood1. Since God is a spiritual and eternal being, His blood has a spiritual and eternal application to the believer. There is more to Christ's blood than the physical components that were seen at the crucifixion, for it still exists and is available to all, but it is only applied to those who receive Him. You cannot get Christ's blood without getting Him, they are inseparable.
2. The moment a person believes on Christ, Christ literally washes him from his sins with His blood (Revelation 1:5), cleansing his soul from all sin (1 John 1:7), and supplying him with an eternal redemption (Romans 3:24; Hebrews 9:12). Furthermore, through Christ's redemption the saint has been completely freed from the curse of the law (Galatians 3:13), from all iniquity (Titus 2:14), and from his vain life (1 Peter 1:18).
3. In summary, the precious blood of Christ did (and does) the following:
a. Purchased the Church (Acts 20:28) b. Brought justification (Romans 5:9) c. Brought reconciliation (Colossians 1:20) d. Brought propitiation (Romans 3:24) e. Brought sanctification (Hebrews 13:12) f. Brought redemption (Romans 3:24) g. Washes the believer (Revelation 1:5) h. Cleanses the believer (1 John 1:7) i. Makes the believer nigh (Ephesians 2:13) j. Gives the believer peace (Colossians 1:20)
4. The two ordinances of the church also speak of Christ's redemptive work. The first, baptism, shows His death to sin and the believer's identification with Him. The broken bread of the second, the Lord's supper, represents His tortured body, and the fruit of the vine, His shed blood (Matthew 26:26-30; Romans 6:3-8). God established these ordinances so Christians would not forget the price paid to redeem them.
D. The Believer's Responsibility1. The believer must remember that since Christ has bought him he is no longer his own. He is not to do what he desires with his body but what his Owner desires. Every Christian is the steward of his own body and God will judge him according to the works he performs in it. It is God's will that he glorify his redeemer with a holy and obedient life (1 Corinthians 3:11-15, 6:19-20).
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Summary Of The Eight Doctrines1. Regeneration A changed nature. The believer is no longer a child of wrath but is literally born into God's family and given Christ's nature.
2. Adoption A changed position. The believer is no longer a child of the world but is given the position of an adult son in God's family.
3. Justification A changed standing. The believer is no longer a sinner in God's sight because He imputes to his account the righteousness of Jesus Christ.
4. Imputation God put the sins of the world on the account of Jesus Christ, and He puts Christ's righteousness on the account of the believing sinner.
5. Sanctification A changed character. The believer is no longer defiled and unclean but is now separated and holy unto God in Christ Jesus.
6. Reconciliation A changed relationship. The believer is no longer God's enemy but now has peace with Him and is His friend.
7. Propitiation All the wrath of God that was once upon the believer has been appeased by the substitutionary death of Christ.
8. Redemption The death and shed blood of the Lord Jesus Christ has bought the believer back from sin.
In conclusion, if the reader only learns one thing from the study of these doctrines it should be that the born again Christian is eternally secure in Jesus Christ. Each doctrine individually proves eternal salvation and collectively the proof is overwhelming. Everything God requires a person to be (righteous, holy, sinless, perfect, etc.) He supplies in the Lord Jesus Christ. It is the believer's union with Christ that makes these virtues his own, so all who are in Him are as secure in their salvation as He is alive!
Amen"

1 John 5:6-12

2005-05-29T15:16:00.000+08:00

This is the one who came by water and blood--Jesus Christ. He did not come by water only, but by water and blood. And it is the Spirit who testifies, because the Spirit is the truth. For there are three that testify: the Spirit, the water and the blood; and the three are in agreement. We accept man's testimony, but God's testimony is greater because it is the the testimony of God, which he has given about his Son. Anyone who believes in the Son of God has this testimony in his heart. Anyone who does not believe God has made him out to be a liar, because he has not believed the testimony God has given about his Son. ANd this is the testimony: God has given us eternaL life, and this life is his SOn. He who has the Son has life; he who does not have the Son of God does not have life.

anniv..

2005-05-28T15:54:00.000+08:00

grabe..anniversary ng mom and dad koh today..at wLa Lng..ehehee..sobrang tanghaLi nah koh ngicing..aun..La Lng..sobrang expression koh today ung "La Lng"..aehehhe..aun..d kme umaLis ngaun..tinamad kmeng Lhat..dpat ppnta kmeng puerto gaLLera ngaun..eh kc akoh eh! tanghaLi kc akoh ngicng..kya di natuLoy..pasaway tLga..tas eh di, tngahaLi akoh ngcing..aun..dpat mage-8 waves kme..ndi n nmn ntuLoy..kc akoh eh..tinatamad pa..ahha! akoh tLga my ksaLanan..pero okay Lng..bkas nLang dw..pnta nLang kme mmya sa maniLa diamond hoteL..waheheh..dun kme mgpapaLipas ng gabi..;) anyways..wLa Lng..ready for coLLege nah tLga koh! yeessshh! la Lng..at eto! ang maLas koh tLga ngaung araw..gosh! my unLimitd nah pLa uLit! at hndi akoh mkpgregister! my goodness..due to overwheLming response, grabe, ndi pa dw pde ngaun mkpg-estabLish ng new registration..tsk! anyway..patience Lng ang keLangan jan..at meron akoh nun!ehhehe..

waLang titLe eh..

2005-05-26T19:16:00.000+08:00

You are beautifuL beyond description
Too marveLous for words
Too wonderfuL for comprehension
Like nothing ever seen or heard
Who can grasp your infinite wisdom
Who can fathom the depths of your Love
You are beautifuL beyond description
Majesty enthroned above

*And I stand ,I stand
In awe of you (2x)
HoLy God to whom aLL
Promise is due
I stand in awe of You

namamangha sa'yo

2005-05-26T19:11:00.000+08:00

kagandahang di maiLarawan
ang saLita'y kuLang
di masakLaw ng kaisipan
waLang katuLad kaiLanman

tuLong Mo'y di namin maLirip
awa Mo'y di namin abot
kagandahang di maiLarawan
nakaLukLok sa kaitaasan

*at ako'y namamangha sa'Yo
Diyos ako'y namamangha sa'Yo
waLang hanggang papuri
ang aLay ko
namamangha sa 'Yo

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nkita koh toh sa bibLe ni ate euge nah pinahiram nia sken..ang gnda eh..bsta nakaipit Lng toh..andaming nkaipit dun eh..

2005-05-26T18:49:00.000+08:00

hay wLa koh mgwa..isa nah cguro to sa mga pinakaboring nah pnahon ng buhay koh..wehhehe..ndi pa koh nkasama sa bonding nmen..ndi kc akoh pinygan eh..bkas kukunin koh nah ata ung uniform koh..hay..ang sarap ng feeLing ng nafi-feeL moh binebLess ka ni God..

kgabi kc 4:30am nah koh nkatuLog..grabe..kc pgkatapos ng aLL about eve, pumasok nah koh sa room koh..rituaL koh nah kc tuwing bgo mtuLog eh magp-pray muna koh, tas mgbabasa ng bibLe hanggang sa mkatuLog akoh..eh aun..ntapos koh nah kc ung new testament e..kya cnimuLan koh uLi sa oLd testament..tas kgabi grabe, nkaabot akoh sa exodus..ang dami pa nmn chapters ng genesis..ehhee..11:00pm akoh ngstart mgbasa, grabe nung mejo npapapikitpikit nah koh, tinignan koh ung time, gosh! 2:30am nah..pero okay Lng mpuyat noh, at Least mas nkikiLaLa koh ang Diyos..ska sbi sken nago-gLorify daw si God kpag ngbabasa ka ng bibLe..at nae-enjoy koh nmn ung pgbabasa, hndi ung ngbabasa Lng akoh dhiL keLangan..pero ngbabasa koh dhiL gs2 koh..aun..mga 3:00am, hndi koh nah kyang mgbasa pa, ang skit nah ng mata koh..kya sbi koh m22Log nah koh..paghiga koh, naaLaLa koh, bday nah pLa ni meng..kya ni-greet koh xa..eheheh..ay hndi, bago p pLa koh humiga nun..tas aun..pghiga koh, bt gnon di pa koh inaantok?! kya nagmuni-muni muna koh..tas pinagpLanuhan koh kng pano koh mgpapaaLam pra dun sa feLLowship..tas mrami pa kong mga ibang inicip..Lhat nah ata ng pdeng isipin, inisip koh nah..tas pgtingin koh, haLa! 4:00am nah..hndi pa rin akoh inaantok..tas inisip koh nah Lng ung scheduLe koh ng pgLaLakwacha sa coLLege! eehhe..tas aun, mga 4:30am nah nga akoh nkatuLog..hay..grabe, 11:35am nah nga koh ngicing knina eh..waheheh..tas naaLaLa koh nah my bonding nga pLa..gs2 koh nah nga rin mkita mga friends eh..kaso ayaw ng mom koh nah pyagan akoh eh..

nung ngpnta koh sa isang bLog ng isang tao..nkita koh ung post nia..ewan koh..mshado kong naapektuhan..khit hndi nmn tLga koh dpt mamrobLema dun at krapatan niang mgkaron ng sariLing opinyon..pero ewan..ksi ndi nmn porket cnabing CathoLic ka, Christian kna..maLi ang pananaw nah iyon eh..sbi kc sa bibLe, Anak ka ng Diyos kpag tinanggap moh c Kristo biLang tagapagLigtas moh at Diyos moh, at tinanggap moh sa sariLi moh nah isa kang mkasaLanan at humingi ka ng tawad sa Diyos..kpag gnon, ska ka pa Lng mttwag nah Kristyano..pero kng hndi gnon, anak ka ng demonyo..sna aLam ng mga tao un..aun..ndi ka p kc Kristyano, LaLo nah gnyan ang mga reaction moh sa mga bagay-bagay, CathoLic ka Lng, pero hndi ka pa Kristyano..kc kng ANak ka ng Diyos, dpat mhaL moh Siya..aun..sna wg mong msamain ang mga reactions koh, gs2 koh Lng iLabas ang truth..aun..kc hndi ka pa tLga Kristyano sa mga ikinikiLos moh..aun..

kninang tanghaLi nanonood akoh ng tv..my na-discover kc akong channeL..channeL ng praise and worship un eh, tas cmuLa non, mdaLas nah kong nanonood dun, kc pra khit hndi akoh nkakakinig ng service, at least ngg-grow pa rin akoh spirituaLLy dhiL isinasapuso koh ung mga cnasabi dun sa tv..saka ngpa-participate din akoh..bsta gnun..tas gs2 koh rin kc nah ung mga friends koh mkiLaLa rin nila c God at mging tunay cLang Kristyano, ANak ng Diyos..eh pde nmn kc ung gnun, nah khit Kristyano ka, hndi ka born-again..kc my mga tumanggap din nmn nah gnun..kc ikaw nmn bhaLa kng anong reLigion susundin moh as Long as ngse-serve ka sa Diyos ng tapat eh..ska ginagaLang moh Siya..aun..kya Lng nmn akoh ngpa-born-again kc mas gs2 koh ung ways nila eh..kya un..ska gs2 koh rin nah mkita ung friends koh sa heaven..kya aun..ska gs2 koh ring i-spread ung Word..eh knina, hbang nanonood akoh, my prayer kc kmeng cnabi nun nung nging Kristyano nah koh eh..eh ndi koh maaLaLa..eh hbang nanonood nga akoh eh my mga tumanggap..kya nasundan koh ung prayer..

tinawagan koh agad c vani..tas sbi koh s knya, isipin nia kng ready nah b xang tanggapin c God..kc sbay kmeng mgp-pray pra sa knya..aun..ntutuwa nga akoh kc khit bgo pLang akoh sa faith eh nkakapag-share nah koh..ska ang Laki tLga ng improvement sa buhay koh..sobrang sa Kanya nah tLga koh..aun..ang sarap ng feeLing nah aLam mong bLessed ka..hay..kya khit gaano ka-boring ang araw nah toh, msaya pa rin akoh dhiL aLam kong najan ang Diyos pra pasayahin akoh..ü

internet..

2005-05-25T17:45:00.000+08:00

etong mga nkaLipas nah araw..nkakaranas akoh ng free internet dhiL gnagamit ung koh jbdnet ng tito koh..pero napeste akoh kgabi eh!imagine i can't even browse khit isang website Lng..my goodness..kya eto..ngpre-paid nah uLit akoh..anyways..mmya nga pLa eh mgpapaaLam nah koh sa mga mguLang koh kng pde akong pumunta sa feLLowship nmin sa cainta..di p kc akoh ngpapaaLam eh..sna tLga pyagan akoh..;) aun..gumwa din pLa koh ng account ng fibd! yeah!

extrovert!

2005-05-24T12:07:00.000+08:00

You Are 80% Extrovert, 20% Introvert
You are as outgoing as they comeThe life of the party, you're friends with everyoneYou're a people person, and you are quite the entertainerYou love being around a crowd and acting spontaneously

how honest am i?

2005-05-24T12:01:00.000+08:00

You Are Somewhat Honest
You do tend to tell the truth a lotBut you also stretch the truth on occasionYou figure a little lie isn't a big dealAs long as it doesn't hurt anyone too much!

my personality disorder..

2005-05-24T11:57:00.000+08:00

You May Be a Bit Narcissistic ...
Yeah, you're a bit fixated on yourself.But you're so great, you can't help it!You're a bit obsessed with your own fame and success.And you'll push past anyone who stands in your way.

my true birth month!

2005-05-24T11:53:00.000+08:00

Your True Birth Month Is August

SauveRomanticAttractiveObservantLoves to joke Easily jealousEasily angeredLearns to relaxLoves to dreamThirsty for praiseLoving and caring Brave and fearless Extraordinary spiritCareful and cautiousIndependent thoughtsAngry when provoked Loves to make friendsSensitive but not pettyToo generous and egoisticTakes high pride of oneself Loves to lead and to be ledThinks quickly and rationallyKnows how to console othersPoor resistance against illnessesFirm and has leadership qualities Talented in the arts, music and self defense

music

2005-05-24T11:42:00.000+08:00

Your Taste in Music:
90's Alternative: Highest Influence
80's Alternative: High Influence
Adult Alternative: High Influence
Classic Rock: High Influence
R&B: High Influence
90's Pop: Medium Influence
90's R&B: Medium Influence
90's Rock: Medium Influence
Country: Medium Influence
80's R&B: Low Influence
80's Rock: Low Influence
Alternative Rock: Low Influence
Hair Bands: Low Influence
Old School Hip Hop: Low Influence

you're addicted to..

2005-05-24T11:39:00.000+08:00

You Know You're Addicted to Coffee When...
You can jump start your car without cables.You answer the door before people knock.You get a speeding ticket even when you are parked.You've worn out your third pair of shoes this week.Your eyes stay open even when you sneeze.You grind coffee beans in your mouth.You can type sixty words per minute -- with your feet.You soak your dentures in coffee overnight.You sleep with your eyes open.You have a picture of your coffee mug on your coffee mug.Instant coffee takes too long to make.You channel surf faster without the remote.You don't sweat... you percolate.You've built a miniature city out of little plastic stirrers.You short out motion detectors.You walk twenty miles on your treadmill before you realize it's not plugged in.The only time you are standing still is during an earthquake!You've worn the finish off your coffee table.All your kids are named Joe.Juan Valdez named his donkey after you.People get dizzy just watching you.Starbucks owns the mortgage on your house.The nurse needs a scientific calculator to take your pulse.The Taster's Choice couple wants to adopt you.When someone asks 'How are you?' you say, 'Good to the last drop'.You buy milk by the barrel.You can outlast the Energizer bunny.You can take a picture of yourself from ten feet away without using the timer.You can't even remember your second cup.You chew on other people's fingernails.You don't even wait for the water to boil anymore.You don't get mad, you get steamed.You don't need a hammer to pound in nails.You don't tan, you roast.You forget to unwrap candy bars before eating them.You go to AA meetings just for the free coffee.You go to sleep just so you can wake up and smell the coffee.You have to watch videos in fast-forward.You haven't blinked since the last lunar eclipse.You help your dog chase its tail.You introduce your spouse as your coffee mate.You just completed another sweater and you don't know how to knit.You lick your coffeepot clean.You name your cats Cream and Sugar.You ski uphill.You speak perfect Arabic without ever taking a lesson.You speed-walk in your sleep.You spend every vacation visiting Maxwell House.You think being called a drip is a compliment.You think CPR stands for Coffee Provides Resuscitation.You'd be willing to spend time in a Turkish prison.Your first-aid kit contains two pints of coffee with an I.V. hookup.Your coffee mug is insured by Lloyds of London.Your lips are permanently stuck in the sipping position.Your nervous twitch registers on the Richter scale.Your only source of nutrition comes from Sweet & Low.Your taste buds are so numb; you could drink your lava lamp.Your Thermos is on wheels.You're so wired, you pick up AM radio.You've built a miniature city out of little plastic stirrers.You've worn out the handle on your favourite mug.You take your morning coffee with you in the shower.Your heart beats noticeably faster as a reaction to the smell of coffee. You actually get these jokes and pass them on to other friends who are addicted to coffee.

what my name stands for?

2005-05-24T11:38:00.000+08:00

JULIEANNEMARREY
J
is for
Jolly
U
is for
Unreal
L
is for
Likeable
I
is for
Impressive
E
is for
Earthy
A
is for
Ambitious
N
is for
Natural
N
is for
Naughty
E
is for
Energetic
M
is for
Mystical
A
is for
Alluring
R
is for
Radiant
R
is for
Revolutionary
E
is for
Energetic
Y
is for
Yummy

my rising sign..

2005-05-24T11:31:00.000+08:00

Your Rising Sign is Aries
You're full of energy - and people look to you to get the party started.Confident and honest, you'll be the one to say what everyone is thinking.You are easily bored, and you always find unique ways to do things.You don't just dream it, you do it. And that's why you're so successful.Too intense for some, often times people are intimidated by you.But you're usually smart enough to charm them anyway!

what age do i act?

2005-05-24T11:23:00.000+08:00

You Are 23 Years Old
20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences.

my birthdate means..

2005-05-24T11:18:00.000+08:00

Your Birthdate: July 17
Your birth on the 17th day of the month suggests that you are very lucky financially, because this date indicates a solid business sense. Although you are probably very honest and ethical, this birthday enables you to be shrewd and successful in the world of business and commercial enterprise. You have excellent organizational, managerial, and administrative capabilities enabling you to handle large projects and significant amounts of money with relative ease. You are ambitious and highly goal-oriented, although you may be better at starting projects than you are at finishing them. A sensitivity in your nature, often repressed below the surface of awareness, makes it hard to give or receive affection.

the keys to my heart!

2005-05-24T11:16:00.000+08:00

The Keys to Your Heart
You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free.
In love, you feel the most alive when everything is uncertain, one moment heaven... the next moment hell.
You'd like to your lover to think you are optimistic and happy.
You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic.
Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with.
Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.
You think of marriage as something that will confine you. You are afraid of marriage.
In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted.

what age wiLL i die?

2005-05-24T11:08:00.000+08:00

You Will Die at Age 79
79 You're pretty average when it comes to how you live...And how you'll die as well.

how sinfuL am i?

2005-05-24T11:00:00.000+08:00

Your Deadly Sins
Pride: 100%
Greed: 80%
Lust: 80%
Envy: 60%
Wrath: 60%
Sloth: 40%
Gluttony: 20%
Chance You'll Go to Hell: 63%
You will die of malnutrition, after the Olson twins make dying of malnutrition trendy.

back at one

2005-05-21T15:21:00.000+08:00

It's undeniable, that we should be together
It's unbelievable, how I used to say that I'd fall never
It's basis you need to know you know just how I feel
And let me show you now that I'm for real
If all things in time, time will reveal

One: you're like a dream come true
Two: just wanna be with you
Three: girl, it's plain to see that you're the only one for me and
Four: repeat steps 1 thru 3
Five: make you fall in love with me
If ever I believe my work is done
Then I start back at one

It's so incredible the way things work themselves out
And unemotional once you know what it's all about
And undesirable for us to be apart
I never would have made it very far
'Cause you know you hold the keys to me heart
'cause

One: you're like a dream come true
Two: just wanna be with you
Three: girl, it's plain to see that you're the only one for me and
Four: repeat steps 1 thru 3
Five: make you fall in love with meIf ever I believe my work is done
Then I start back at one

Say farewell to the darkened night
I see the coming of the sun
I feel like a little child whose life has just begun
You came and breathed new life
Into this lonely heart of mine
You threw out the lifeline just in the nick of time

One: you're like a dream come true
Two: just wanna be with you
Three: girl, it's plain to see that you're the only one for me and
Four: repeat steps 1 thru 3
Five: make you fall in love with me
If ever I believe my work is done
Then I start back at one

One: you're like a dream come true
Two: just wanna be with you
Three: girl, it's plain to see that you're the only one for me and
Four: repeat steps 1 thru 3
Five: make you fall in love with meIf ever I believe my work is done
Then I start back at one

hay..

2005-05-21T14:28:00.000+08:00

hay..La Lng..nako..wLa nah kong Load! wahahahahha..feeL koh tuLoy ang thimik ng buhay koh! wehehhe..aun..yoko muna mgLoad kc wLa Lng..di koh muna feeL..ehhehe..bsta..grabe tLga..ui friends miss koh nah kyo..meng-->>paxnxa, di koh muna maayos ung account moh ah..nkigamit Lng akoh eh! ehehhe..aun..Luvyah!ehehhe..

shout to the Lord

2005-05-21T14:23:00.000+08:00

My Jesus, my Savior
Lord there is none like you
All of my days,
I want to praise
The wonders of your mighty love
My comfort, my Shelter
Tower of refuge and strength
Let every breath, all that I am
Never cease to worship you

Shout to the Lord, all the earth
Let us sing.
Power and majesty, praise to the king.
Mountains bow down and the seas will roar
At the sound of your name
I sing for joy at the work of your hands
Forever I'll love you, forever I'll stand
Nothing compares to the promise I have in you

adventure..

2005-05-18T00:02:00.000+08:00

woi! grabe..adventure ang araw nah toh..ehhehe..pano b nmn bgLa-bgLa ininvite koh c wanajo d2 kninang umaga..sbi koh mgovernyt xa smen! ehhehe..payag nmn c mareng oya..ehhehe..aun..La Lng..mga 1 nah xa pnta d2..eh wLa kmeng mgwa kya pnta nLang kme sajes..ahah..aun, pgdating nmen dun..dpat tLga imimeet nmin c vani..eh d ata xa pdeng Lumabas ng haus,,grabe nga, kpitbahay Lng nila ung sajes..ehhehe..aun..pgdating nmen ni wanajo, c edwin Lng tao..sbi koh nga dami niLang customers eh..ehhehe..pero in fairness, grabe, nung dumating kme, my dumating din nah gwapo..ehhehe..ang gwapo tLga..La Lng..aun..1hr Lng kme dun, my padasaL kc eh..tas, pgaLis nmen, ndi nmin tLga aLam kng pno mgpnta..eh di ngjeep kme papntang pedro giL, un nmn pla sa nakpiL! ehehhe..ang gLing tLga nmen, buti nLang my mamang puLis, tinuruan kme..yehey! gsh! nauna pa kme sa mommy at daddy koh, smantaLang knina pa cLa umaLis..hay..my namimis akong isang tao..La Lng..aun...

9days..

2005-05-17T12:11:00.000+08:00

grabe..9days ng LoLo koh ngaun..

aun..niyaya kho c wanajo..

ppnta rin kme mmy sa sajes!

edit..

2005-05-14T12:44:00.000+08:00

yan..La kong mgwa kya aayusin koh mga bLogs nila..iniicp kho nah nga ring pLitan ung Layoutng bLog koh eh..mghahanap muna koh ng mgandang Layout nah pde kong ipaLit..

syc(senior youth camp)

2005-05-13T10:46:00.000+08:00

ayan..ngaun Lng uLit akoh mkakpagpost..

sunday-7:00pm
dumating akoh sa tchrs viLLage, kc tomorow nah ung syc..kya dun akoh m22Log sa kniLa..prang di nah nga kme ngLaLayo netoh c joanna..imagine nung tuesday ngkita kme sa sajes..tas ntuLog akoh sa kniLa nung nyt..ehhehe..aun..tas mga 9 nah dumating c joanna..mejo nhihiya nga koh kc dun akoh pinagintay sa room nia..eh wla pa xa..ehhee..aun, ngpakikay Lng akoh dun hbang iniintay xa..

nung nyt kc nah un, ung finaLs ng pinoy pop superstar..eh my gs2 kong mnaLo dun, c jonaLy, tas c joba, c brenan..ehehe..tas aun..khit hatinggabi nah, nanood pa rin kme..ehhee..mga 1:30 nah ata ntapos eh..kya dpat mtuLog nah kme kc maaga pa kme aaLis tomorow..pero di tLga kme mkatuLog..excited kc eh..kaya, naicip nmin dhiL 3 o'cLock nah, mgpapa-beauty nLang kme..aun..ngpLanchahan kme ng hair..at nagchismisan..ehehe..

monday-5:00am
nLigo nah kme ni joanna..tas mga 6 tpos nah..nag-ayos nLang kme ng mga things..tas niLagay nmin sa car..tas nag-breakfast kme..umaLis kme sa haus nila mga 10to7..tas daan muna kme starbucks..mga 8:30 andun nah kme sa camp..ansaya nga ng ambience eh..probinsyang probinsya..bsta..tas hndi pa gnun kainit..pg dting nmen, aun, andun nah c edwin, c ate Lei..tas pinakiLaLa sken ni joanna c ate euge..c ate eLa..

nung una nga di kme pde mgkasama ni joanna sa cabin, pero napapayag nmn nmin cLa..ehehe..aun..tas s wakas, ngkita nah kme ni kuya ey..ehehhe..tas aun, pnta nah kme sa cabin, sbi nga niLa prang di nah kme uuwi eh..ehehhe..andami tLga nmin daLa..

sbi nga nmin, meron kmeng sari-sari store at parLor..

mga 10am..tumwag sken mom koh, nmatay nah dw LoLo koh..eh bka mas maaga dw akoh uuwi..ayoko tLga..naiiyak nga koh dhiL yoko pa tLga umuwi ng maaga..haLLer!kdarating koh Lng noh! tas bsta yoko tLga umaLis..

tas etoh nah..ngcmuLa nah ang init pro okay Lng..ehehhe..mga 2pm pa mgsstart ung program eh..kya dun muna kme sa cabin, inayos nmin ung gmit..tas aun..Lunch nah..mas mainit pLa sa dining haLL..haha! pero aun..msarap nmn ung food, kaso busog tLga koh(Lam nah ni joanna un!)..eehhe..tas ryt after, pnta kme agad sa tindahan..nku softdrinks kme..grabe tLga dun sa stay nmins a camp..puro kme softdrinks..hahha!

mejo ndi pa nga koh sanay kc ndi tLga koh reLigious..tas, my mga service..mejo ngiging cLose kme ni God..ewan, bsta prang gnun ung feeLing koh..after nun, my games..recreation..ehhehe..buti nLang mgka-group kme ni joba..ehhhe..pero taLo kme..kya nagsayaw kme ng shake banana..haha!okei Lng un..nkkatuwa nga eh..

after nun, shower nah..etoh nah ung pinakaiintay nmin kc as in sobrang init tLga!!!prang feeLing koh nun mamamatay nah koh..hahah..tas aftr ng shower, dinner nah..tas service..tas cabin devotion..

nkakatuwa ung cabin devotion..kc nagkakiLaLa kme nung mga ka-cabin koh..yn, my mga new friends nah koh..ehehe..ang saya nga niLa ksama eh..etong mga panahong to, mejo ngiging reLigious nah koh..naapLy koh nah ung mga nrinig koh knina sa service..

10pm..Lights out nah..eh psaway kme..text Lng..ehehhe..tas kain kme..nkakatuwa nga eh..basta, chikahan Lng forever..Late nah kme ntuLog ni joba..ehehe..

2nd day ng camp!

5:00am-gcng nah koh
akoh pinakaunang ngicng..pero nkita koh c ate euge plang ung gcng, kya ntuLog akoh sndaLi..mga 5:30, gnicng koh nah c joba..nLigo nah kme..tas aun..continue sa program..nkakatuwa nga kc ngaun ung my mga chaLLenge..heheh..mejo mdaya nga akoh eh..kc di koh kinain ung calmansi..eehhe..

tas nung break, cnabi kho ky joanna..gs2 koh nah rin mging christian..kc mas nafi-feeL koh ung cLoseness niLa ni God..kya tinanong nia koh kng sure dw ba kho?sbi koh, oo super sure..kya un..sbi nia ky ate euge..

nung gbi nah..after ng service, ng-bnding kme ni ate euge..dhiL aaLis nah nga koh bkas dhiL thursday ung Libing ng LoLo koh..mLinaw nah dw ba sken, sbi koh sobra..tas gnun din ung dhiLan nah cnabi koh s knya..aun..nag-pray kme ky God..tas ngaun, isa nah kong Christian, anak ng Diyos..and i'm proud being one..tas nging msaya koh sa mga nangyari..at Least bgo koh umaLis, my nbago sa ken..at for good un..

tama nga cla nah bLessing ung camp..buti nLang nag-attend akoh nun, kc kng inde, bka ngaun is apa rin akong bad girL..nah mejo di Lam kng san ptutungo..at Least ngaun, pg tinanong akoh pg nmatay akoh kng san akoh ppnta, msasabi koh nah at proud akoh nah sa heaven ang pnta koh..mrami ding nadagdag nah friends..ndi nah rin akoh gnun kaarte, unLike dti..kc ndi nmn dw un nkikita sa Lbas, sa Loob dw un..kc pg mganda ka sa Loob, mgiging gnun nah rin sa Lbas..sobrang Laki tLga ng pinagbago koh..mdaLas nah koh ngp-pray at ngbabasa ng bibLe..at hndi koh nkakaLimutan un..ang saya tLga..

naawa nga koh dun sa k-sb koh kc wLa nah xang ktagpo sa iLaLim ng puno sa tbi ng court..ehehhe..sbi pa nmn nung isa kong cabinm8, my ichura dw..ehehhe..aun..syang din kc adi akoh nkaabot sa testimonies..andami koh pa nmn msasabi dun..andami tLgang ngbago sa Lyf koh..hay..sLamat tLga..thanks to God..ü

exam..

2005-05-07T15:44:00.000+08:00

hay nako..aun..ngtest akoh ngaun for schoLarship ek-ek..bsta..mdaLi nmn xa, for 1 hour Lng ung test..nung una nga kaLa koh as in sobrang hirap..ehehhe..prang quiz Lng nmin un sa quesci eh..ejehhe..ang bad koh tLga..pero un ang totoo eh..ü

hay..anyway..wLa pa rin akong nafi-feeL nah mgiging friend jan..hhehhe..ang dami kong adventures ngaun! grabe..after koh mgtest, napag-usapan nmin ung sa debut koh..sbi ba nmn ng dad koh, ung pang-debut koh dw ibigay koh nLang sa mga kapuspaLad..aba! nako! hnde pde yan..Lam kong generous akoh pero hndi nmn sa ganong praan nah pti kaLigyahn koh ibibigay koh..over nah un ah! hay, nako pero ndi nmn xa seryoso eh..pero bsta..ehheheh..at ung jude, ung na-hi koh sa rp maniLa nah kmuka ni edwin, my goodness nkita koh knina sa sm..grabe, tago agad akoh!

buti nLang mgaLing akong mgtago..ehehhehe..

french..

2005-05-06T15:10:00.000+08:00

nung 3rd yr kc eLective koh french..mrunong akong mgsaLita ng 5 Laguages..

FiLipino, engLish, german, french at chinese..ung chinese ngseLf-study Lng akoh..

heehe..wLa kong mgawa eh..kya un, ngtxt Lng akoh ngaun ng mga kung ano-ano..nif-french koh cLa..ehehhe..wLa Lng, ntripan koh Lng mag-french..ehehhe..

hirap..

2005-05-05T16:11:00.000+08:00

grabe..buong araw akong nag-araL ngaun..pra dun sa isa kong test sa saturday..pde kc akong magkaron ng sriLing condo nah free pg nkapasa koh dun, so sana mkapasa koh..ehhehe..pra ung mga friends dun nah mgpa-party..ehehhe..yeah! wLa Lng..un LNg tLga gnwa koh 2day..at ngext..un Lng..

my bgo nah pLang gimik ung friendster..pde mong Lgyan ng coLor ung profiLe moh..hahah..

friendster survey..

2005-05-04T16:26:00.000+08:00

wLa Lng, gs2 koh Lng mgpost ng gn2..eehhe..ang saya Lng mag-answer..pero yoko dun ipost..

1.In Love kb? -- nde pa nmn cguro..
2.Msya kb ngaun? -- yeah of course..
3.Ung answer mo sa question 2 sha ba dhilan? -- of course.. always
4. Mahal kb nya o may mhal sha'ng iba?-- wLa kong nbabaLitaan tungkoL dun eh..nde koh feeL nah mhaL koh nah..
5. Kayo ba?-- ndi pa! wahahha..
6. Nransan mo na bang maiwan?-- sa bhay!oo..
7. Anong nangyare?-- L8 nah kc akoh ngcng eh..
8. Masakit prin ba?-- ndi nmn..
9. Mahal mo pren kht gnon?-- cno?
10. Bket?--
11. Gano mo kmhal ung mhal mo ngaun?-- ndi koh pa nga mhaL okei?
12. Nssktan kb ngaun?-- nde, bt nmn?
13. Kaya mo bang mg-hold on kht lam m0ng mdaming mssktan?-- yeah. kinda
14. Kaya mo bang mghintay ng matagal pra lng sa mhal mo?-- of course!mhaL moh eh..
15. Hanggang kelan?-- hanggang sa kayanin..
16. Pano kung mhal mo per0, sha na mismo ung sumusuko tp0s, wla ka nang mgwa?-- sa tingin koh wLa nang patutunguhan yang gnyan eh!
17. Pan0 kUng may mhaL na iba.. kaya ka iiwan?-- aray! grabe nmn un! di nmn cguro xa gnun..
18. Pano kung sabihin nia syo isang araw na mahal ka tlga niya?-- eh di Iloveyou din!
19. Sino sa mga ex mo ang sobra mong minahal?-- c first serious..
20. Bakit kayo nag-break?-- na-faLL out of Love nah..

kpagod..

2005-05-04T15:57:00.000+08:00

grabe..kakarating koh Lng d2 sa haus..kpagod khapon ah..eheheh..pero msaya nmn eh..

gumcng akoh khapon ng 5am..mage-enroLL nah kc tLga kme eh..ayun..Lapit Lng pLa nia..45 mins Lng..tas ansaya pa..di nah koh pumiLa..speciaL treatment nga kme eh..ehehe..aun..grabe ung mga mgiging batchm8s koh dun, pg tingin koh sa knan, puro probinshano..pg tingin koh nmn dun sa mejo unahan, grabe mga inchik nah at koreano..my goodness..aun..ang gnda nmn pLa nung schooL..aircon Lhat ng buiLdings kya di akoh maiinitan, di akoh mangingitim..ehehhe..as in pti kc haLLway nka-aircon eh..sosyaLin pa my eLevator..ehehe..aun..ung part Lng ata nah hndi nka-aircon dun ung quadrangLe..ehehhe..tas aun..ang gnda ng sched koh..7:30am to 12:00pm..ehehhe..ansaya tLga..pero pg wednesday 10:30am to 12:00pm Lng akoh, PE1 koh un eh, naicp koh nga syang Lang pasok koh nun kc pe Lng nman eh..pero hyaan moh nah..tas mga 9::30 tpos nah koh mag-enroLL, ngek eh ung mom koh nkipag-chismisan pa sa registrar..my goodness..

eh di naicp koh, aun, aios..maaga koh mkakarating sa sajes..ngek! eh pumunta pa kming mkati..my goodness tLga o..tas aun..mga 12 iniwan koh nah mommy koh..pnta nah koh sajes..mLapit nah nmn xa eh..10 mins nga Lng eh..tas anLayo ng niLakad koh from v.cruz..mga 5 mins pa ata koh ngLakd..eh hndi nga koh sanay nah ngLaLakad eh..ehehhe..aun..tas nkita koh nah ung sajes..ang gnda interior nia..ang ggnda rin nung mga paintings..eheh..grabe andun nah cLa, c joanna, c edwin, c marc..eehehhe.bungad ba nmn sken ni marc "grabe!2 oras at kLahati tyong ng-intay noh joba?!"...ehehhe..sorry nah nga eh..hehhee..aun..grabe c edwin pLa ang crew of the day..prang totoo nga dw eh..hehehe..tas aun..dumating c sir ian mga 1 and a haLf hours after koh dumating..tas kumain nah kme..ehehhe..ewan koh, tLgang gu2m akoh nun, pero nkakabusog tLga..hndi koh nga naubos ung food koh eh..pero msarap nmn xa, creamy rin..hehehhe..aun..tgaL nga nmin dun eh..chika-chikan Lng..haha..tas mga 5pm nah cguro nung umaLis c ian ska c marc..tas aun, mga 7 nah ata dumating c ate eLLa, ksama nia c ate joy..ehehhe..ktuwa my mga bgo nah nmn akong friends..aun..tas dpat nga iintayin nah nmin cLa ate eLLa pra sbaysbay nah rin kmeng uuwi, pero tumawag nah ung mom ni joanna skanya eh, gaLit nah kya umuwi nah kme..dpt nah ikekwnto koh ky ate eLLa ung LoveLife koh eh, kaso keLangan nah tLga nmin umuwi kya sa camp nLang dw..

grabe nun, mga past seven nah kme umaLis ni joana sa sajes eh..tas Lam koh nmn ung sskyan kaso iba pLa ung pangaLan, ehehhe..tas aun..sorry nga koh ng sorry ky joanna kc nkakakaba xa eh, kinakabahan kc xa..tas aun, nkauwi kme naunahan nmin c tita..ehehhe..ay, may nabuo pLa kmeng pLano ni joanna..kc dw tuwing my pasok, sa sajes kumakain cna cardonia, ska ung iba pa niang teammates..eh dhiL nga mganda ung scheduLe koh, dun kme magbo-bonding sa sajes tuwing wednesday..eheheh..tas isa pa, birthday koh eh my pasok nah kya un, sbi koh dun nLang kme pumunta..wahehehhe..wLa Lng..

ang dmi nming trip ni joanna kagabi o..tas mrami nah nmn akong ntutunang bgong kanta..ehhehe..dhiL nga binenta koh ung guitar koh, kya di na koh masahdong nkakapag-guitar..aun..ehehhe..ngaun nga pinapakinggan koh ung cd ni joanna eh..onti Lng kc ung Lam koh christian songs, eh sbi ni joanna kpag dw camp keLangan kumanta ng mga gnon..aun..tas my bgo nah kong fave song..kLa koh di appLicable..appLicabLe pLa..angeL of mine..haha!

yester-night/dawn!

2005-04-30T18:17:00.000+08:00

yesternight/dawn..wLa nah nmn akong mgwa..grabe..bt kya gnon, feeL koh tLga my insomia nah koh eh..as in humiga tLga koh sa kama koh right after fuLL house..di tLga koh mkatuLog khit puyat akoh! bt gnon? grabe..aun..eh di wLa kong mgwa..ngpLano nah nmn c joanna ng Lakad..ehehhe..okay Lng..aun..tas cguro mga 11:10 tpos nah kme mgusap..sbi koh, pipiLitin koh nah tLgang mtuLog..pero ayaw pa rin..kya ngtext nLang akoh sa mga kng cno-cnong tao..ay, may epaL pLa kong kausap hanggang 12:30, c mg! hay nko..epaL xa..pti pgttxt koh pinapakeeLaman nia..no bang pake nia noh! hay..bhaLa xa sa buhay nia..nako..aun..mga hanggang past 1 cguro ngttxt kme niLa vani at wanajo..sbi koh nga sana my three-way sa txt eh..ehehhe..himaLa..napapikit Lng akoh ng onti, paggicng koh..6 nah! waw! astig..kya un nagsori agad akoh sa kniLa..natuLugan koh cLa..ehehhe..grabe..dba nung isang araw naiiyak nah kho kc nga ung pimpLes koh dumadami tLga..aun..my technique nah itinuro sken..Lagyan koh dw ng Lipstick..eh di niLagyan koh..tas knina pagkagcng koh, ntuyo nah xa..eheheh..sLamat sa LIpstick..nung una nga yoko pa tLga gwin eh..kc ang gnda nung shade ng Lipstick kong un..pero keLangan eh..eheheh..ü

kainis..

2005-04-29T09:52:00.000+08:00

dpat mage-enroLL nah kme today..as in ang aga aga koh pa nagicing..nako!ndi na2Loy..pano ung mag-aayos ng sched koh wLa..my seminar..hay..magkaka-schooL nah sna koh eh..anyway..ehehe..sa our Lady of fatima nga pLa koh magco-coLLege..nung una wLa tLga kong biLib sa medicaL stff niLa..naicp koh, nako bka anong kaLabasan koh nLang jan..eh aun...dun nga akoh pinanganak..sbi ng mom koh, kung di dw cLa mgagaLing, eh di sna ptay nah kmeng 2..kc nauna ung feet koh Lumabas kesa sa uLo koh..eh ang paraan Lng dw pra maiLabas akoh eh cesarian..tas aun, ngwan niLa ng praan pra mging normaL ung panganganak ng mom koh..ehhee..astig nga eh..wLa Lng..aun..dun nga pLa koh sa main brach sa vaLenzueLa maga-araL, di dun sa fairview..sbi kc sa mom koh nung owner ng schooL, notorious dw mga studyante sa fairview eh..ehhehe..aun..kukunin koh nmn sched morning eh..kc deLikado pg gabi..ska mas mganda ung morning..ano kya ung free day koh? c wanajo kc wednesday wLa xang pasok eh..sna akoh monday or friday..eehhe..wLa Lng..

ang saya koh nga pLa khapon..ehhhee..inayos koh kc ung bLog ni vani uLit..ska ni joanna.aun..ntuwa nmn cLa..mrami-rami nah rin naaayos koh ung bLog: kwami..fibd..vani..joanna..airuz..kpatid koh..jana..ska ky wanajo..eehhehe..mejo nabibihasa nah koh..ehehhe..aun..aLam koh nah rin pLa kng pano magLagay ng JAVA script..o dba?! ehehheh..

aun..that's it for now..i'm answering surveys pa eh..mwah!

buLLetin..

2005-04-27T12:11:00.000+08:00

grabe..i'm addicted nah in answering those surveys..gosh..ehhee..nkakatuwa kc eh..wLa Lng..ayan..ngpost Lng akoh..wLa nah tLga kong mgwa eh..

hay buhay..

2005-04-26T23:28:00.000+08:00

sana bkas okai nah koh..

iLang araw...

2005-04-26T23:13:00.000+08:00

ayan..grabe..iLang araw nah kong di nkapag-bLog..wLa rin nman akong ikwekwento eh..if ever my internet card akoh eh..aun..grabe..dumadami tLga pimpLes koh..feeL koh nagkabuLutong akoh..ehehhe..ikwento ba?!eheheh..aun grabe..feeL koh nga yoko nah mg-camp eh..nkakahiya itchura koh..bka Layuan akoh ng mga tao!wehehhe..joke!aun..sna tLga mwaLa nah tong mga pesteng toh sa buhay koh..sana tLga..un tLga pinapanaLangin koh ngaun..kc nkakahiya eh..ehehe..ndi kc akoh mashadong ngLaLaLabas ng haus kya gnun..eh pg nsa schooL akoh wLa nmn..hay..bt kya gn2 ang buhay?!ah..anyway..sa sunday nah nga pLa ung outing ng fLeming2-'05..at naiinis nah koh..bt nmn cLa gnun?di niLa maintindihan nah keLangan mdami sumama pra di mag-abono c friend..grabe..ang kitid ng utak..pinipigiLan koh nah nga Lng sariLi koh eh..eh kng xa nLang kya wg sumama..isa Lng nmn xa eh..di kc mpakiusapan..ska anu bang kinaLaman nia dun?di nmn xa ung nagoorganize..c joba Lng nmn nhihirapan eh..ska tinutuLungan koh Lng xa..eh un taong un?! may naituLong ba xa????!!! oo!!!! pinahirapan nia kme LaLo i-soLve ang mga probLema!!! kuLang nah nga kme nagiinarte pa xa..at gs2 nia ung meeting pLace dun sa mLapit sa kniLa!anu ba nmn yan?!! nakakainis nah tLga..kya dumadami pimpLes koh eh!andaming probLema!bt gnun>?sna Lawakan moh nmn pag-iicp moh noh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!pra hndi ibang tao nhihirapan pra sau!sna Lng tLga..wg mkitid utak!ayaw din mgpasama ng mga jowaers!eh pampadami un eh!xa kya magabono noh?! grabe ha!icpn moh nmn..kc iniicp moh Lng sriLi moh eh!!!kainis ka tLga..kng cno ka man!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!hndi Lng nmn kc ikaw naapektuhan! mdami nah kme..bt ka gnyan?!grabe! ang SELFISH MOH! AT ANG KITID PA NG UTAK! hay nko..di koh tLga ma-expLain ang araw nah toh!kgabi mejo nwaLa init ng uLo koh ska feeL koh na-high bLood akoh eh..buti nLang my angeL nah ngpawaLa!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!kainis tLga...hay nko..mga maLiLiit nah bgay di kyang intindihin! ano ba yan?! kainis tLga..............

i'LL be..naaLaLa koh rin..

2005-04-24T00:25:00.000+08:00

The strands in your eyes
that color them wonderful
Stop me and steal my breath
Emeralds from mountains thrust towards the sky
Never revealing their depth

Tell me that we belong together
Dress it up with the trappings of love
I'll be captivated,
I'll hang from your lips
Instead of the gallows of heartache that hang from above

I'll Be your cryin' shoulder
I'll Be love suicide
I'll Be better when I'm older
I'll Be the greatest fan of your life

Rain falls angry on the tin roof
As we lie awake in my bed
You're my survival, you're my living proof
My love is alive and not dead

Tell me that we belong together
Dress it up with the trappings of love
I'll be captivated,
I'll hang from your lips
Instead of the gallows of heartache that hang from above

I'll Be your cryin' shoulder
I'll Be love suicide
I'll Be better when I'm older
I'll Be the greatest fan of your life

I've dropped out, burned up, fought my way back from the dead
Tuned in, turned on, remembered the things you said

I'll Be your cryin' shoulder
I'll Be love suicide
I'll Be better when I'm older
I'll Be the greatest fan of your life

I'll Be your cryin' shoulder
I'll Be love suicide
I'll be better when i'm older
I'll be the greatest fan of you life

The greatest fan of your life

graduation..naaLaLa koh Lng...;'(

2005-04-24T00:20:00.000+08:00

And so we talked all night about the rest of our lives
Where we're gonna be when we turn 25
I keep thinking times will never change
Keep on thinking things will always be the same

But when we leave this year we won't be coming back
No more hanging out cause we're on a different track
And if you got something that you need to say
You better say it right now cause you don't have another day

Cause we're moving on and we can't slow down
These memories are playing like a film without sound
And I keep thinking of that night in June
I didn't know much of loveBut it came too soon
And there was me and youAnd then we got real blue
Stay at home talking on the telephone
We'd get so excited, we'd get so scared
Laughing at ourselves thinking life's not fair

And this is how it feels[1] -
As we go onWe rememberAll the times we
Had together
And as our lives change
Come Whatever
We will still beFriends Forever

So if we get the big jobs
And we make the big money
When we look back now
Will our jokes still be funny?
Will we still remember everything we learned in school?
Still be trying to break every single rule

Will little brainy Bobby be the stockbroker man?
Can Heather find a job that won't interfere with her tan?
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly

And this is how it feels
[Repeat 1]

La, la, la, la:
Yeah, yeah, yeahLa,
la, la, la:

We will still be friends forever
Will we think about tomorrow like we think about now?
Can we survive it out there?
Can we make it somehow?
I guess
I thought that this would never end
And suddenly it's like we're women and men

Will the past be a shadow that will follow us 'round?
Will these memories fade when I leave this town
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly

vacation!

2005-04-23T23:13:00.000+08:00

ngpnta kme ngaun sa hausie ng LoLa koh..birthday kc ng aunt koh..puro birthday nga eh..aun..ngpnta kc ung tito koh sa puerto gaLLera w/ his wife, eh nakwento koh sa mommy koh nah my resort ung tita ni joba dun, kya Libre..ehhehe..naikwento koh..eh gs2 nia mag-bonding buong famiLy nmen, kya nghahanap xa..so tinanong koh c joba kng pde dun kc nga for free..ehehhe..or if ever nman nde, sa Laguna or sa rizaL my aLam akoh..aun..puro vacations pinag-usapan nmin dun..ehehhe..ang saya magbakasyon!

birthday ng good friend kong c wanajo!!!!!

2005-04-22T19:00:00.000+08:00

hay...today is my good friend's birthday..wehehhe..xempre Lhat ng friends koh good!!isa xa dun, yan psaLamat ka, friend kita, good kpa 2LOy..wekekeke..aun..grabe, ang usapan nmin nah mgkikita kme 10:30, pero waw! ang aga koh, 11:45 akoh dumating..ang bait koh tLga..eheheh..kc my kinausap pa ung mommy koh nah kung cno kya aun, naudLot ung pag-aLis nmin sa tamang time..
pgdating koh sa schooL..andun nah cLang Lhat..ehehhe..ang gLing koh tLga..at Least andun nah cLang Lhat..at sbi niLa, ngaun Lng niLa koh nkitang pumunta sa schooL nah nka-rubber shoes..eeheh..akoh rin eh, ngaun koh Lng na-feeL nah mag-rubber shoes..even though tuwing PE eh nka sporty attire akoh..haha!tas, mejo naasar pa koh dun sa girL nah ngdi-distribute ng pics nung graduation..grabe, imagine ung nwaLa pa niLa eh ung awarding of certificate..ngek! ung nga ung pinaka-importanteng part ng graduation eh...psaLamat xa, merong nangyaring mganda kgabi tungkoL ky ano koh ah!wehhehe..oks Lng, pinaLItan nmn nia nung cLass pic nung prom eh..kaso kaasar uLit kc wLa nah ung pics nung grad baLL, gs2 koh pa nmn bumiLi nun, kc nung grad baLL mismo di koh trip bumiLi..hay..aun..umaLis nah agad c joanna kc my pupunthan dw cLa ata...tas aios!dumating c kitkat at ang knyang karir..indi nah koh apektado..pero ang srap pa rin mgparinig..weehhe..nkakatuwa..sna nga nagbayad nah xa, grabe, iLang decades nah ang Lumipas ah!aun..tas after niLa umaLis..wLa Lng..wLa nah rin nmn kmeng ggwin sa schooL..so nag-date nLang kmeng 4 sa mcdo(akoh, wanajo, dani, at vani)..c meng kc umaLis nah ksama c papa bear...sna tLga pumunta xa sa outing kc pg nagkataon, magaabono pa c jobski..sna tLga mrami sumama..nkausap koh rin pLa c sir aLmendarez, pag-iisipan dw nia kng ssma cLa..sna tLga sumama cLa..free food nman eh..ehehehe..indi koh nga pLa nkita cLa ian knina..aun..eh di nsa mcdo nah kme..dumating c aLeth..tas, nag-Lunch nah kme..yoko pa nga sna kumain sa mcdo kc swang-swa nah tLga koh, kaso nmn, nkakatamad magLakad..ehehhe..aun..tinanong koh c ate jet kng pde akoh mag-summer job, kya Lng 3 months dw ung appLication kc my training ekek pa..kya un..dpat dw mga december pa koh nag-appLy..hay nko..sa iba nLang akoh mags-summer job..next time nLang..after nmin kumain..nagchika-chika Lng kme..tas nag-usap nah c daLawang friends..kaso di pa rin ata ayos..sna tLga maayos nah un..anyway..dumating c patit at kinuwento nia smen ung nangyari sa kniLa ni ano nia..nkakakiLig..ehehe..syang sna um-oo nah xa..ehehh..aun..after nun, bumiLi c wanajo sa brownies unLimited..tas kumain nah nmn kme..tas bumiLi akoh sa quickLy pero ndi nmn akoh na-satisfy..sana nag-kape nLang akoh..keLangan koh tlGa ng kape..kung mrunong Lang akong magtimpLa ng baiLey's mocha Latte..ehhehe..adik! aun..pumasok nah kme sa Loob ng sm kc magpapa-recopy c wanajo ng pics nia ung ky mama bear..sbi nia ang saya dw nia..ngaun Lng kc nia na-experience nah sa birthday nia eh mga friends ang ksama nia..eheeheh..akoh kc sa umaga ksama koh friends koh then sa gabi, famiLy..mLamang juLy kc birthday koh!msaya din nmn akoh tuwing birthday koh eh..ehehe...aun..umuwi nah c vani..my susunduin pa dw kc xa sa novaLiches nah mag-aayos ng house niLa..tas ngpunta kme sa cLub synergy sa annex pra ihatid c wanajo..un nmn pLa dun sa cLub synergy sa food court..wenks!tas eh di aun..hinatid nah nmin c wana..tas natuwa akoh kc my PBA ekek dun sa entertainment pLaza...tas tinignan nmin, ang onti pLa ng pics ni OLSEN RACELA..hay..tas wLa Lng..yaw pa nmin 3 umuwi(akoh, danieLLe, aLeth)...kay nagLibot muna kme..una, sbi koh kya quickLy nLang biniLi koh kc pra onti Lng gastos..nako...nung dumaan kmeng cindereLLa, di koh npigiLan bumiLi ng pangkikay..hay..biLanggo nah ata tLga koh ng kaLandian sa ktwan..wehehhe...tasm cmuLa nun, nagtingin-tingin nah kme ng mga kakikayan..tas, npagod nah kme..kya umuwi nah kme..ang saya ng birthday ni wanajo..ü

LoveMovesInMysteriousWays

2005-04-21T10:14:00.000+08:00

Who'd have thought
This is how the pieces fit?
You and I
Shouldn't even try making sense of it
I forgot
How we ever came this far
I believe we had reasonsbut
I don't know what they are
So blame it on my heart, oh

Love moves in mysterious ways
It's always so surprising
When love appears over the horizon
I'll love you for the rest of my days
But still, it's a mystery
How you ever came to me
Which only proves
Love moves in mysterious ways

Heaven knows
Love is just a chance we take
We make plans
But then love demands a leap of faith
So hold me close
And never let me go
'Cause even though we think we know
which way the river flows
That's not the way love goes, no

Love moves in mysterious ways
It's always so surprising
When love appears over the horizon
I'll love you for the rest of my days
But still, it's a mystery
How you ever came to me
Which only provesLove moves in mysterious ways

Like the ticking of the clocktwo hearts beat as one
But I'll never understand
the ways it's done

Love moves in mysterious ways
It's always so surprising
When love appears over the horizon
I'll love you for the rest of my days
But still, it's a mystery
How you ever came to me
Which only proves
Love moves in mysterious ways

Love moves in mysterious ways

first day of my rest day..ehehe..

2005-04-20T11:01:00.000+08:00

hay..first day of my rest day tLga ngaun..wLa Lng akong gngwa..di akoh umaLis ng haus..and im so happy kc my monitor nah uLit kme..ang saya..tinatamad akoh eh..next tym nLang..

senior's day and night

2005-04-08T10:51:00.000+08:00

grabe..Late akoh ngaun pumasok..7:30am nah koh dumating..pano ung mommy koh ang tgaL tgaL..nag-modeL pa ata ng mga damit..dumating nga akoh, tapos nah kumain c joba eh..grabe,ang dami kong daLa,sbi ng maid nmen pra dw akong mgLaLayas for 3 days..pano ba nmn 3 daLa kong bags, puro damit ung Laman..tas aun..start nah ng graduation practice..shet!first time koh mag-attend..kung tutuusin, 2nd to the Last practice nah tLga toh!tas nkaka-shy kc isa-isa kyong aakyat tas kunwari kukunin ung dipLoma..nkaka-shy tLga..tas ktapat moh pa nmn!nako..masaya koh kc unti-unti nah nkakaLimutan..hay..tas after practice,my break..tas tpos nah..eh keLangan nah nmin Lumabas ng schooL ni Joba pra mgpaLit ng damit..ANG INTI!bwat mdaanan kong tricycLe may tugtog nah "Love moves in mysterious ways" sobrang fave koh tLga un..tas nung andun kem ni joba..wLa Lng..nagLibot Lng kme..nghanap ng parLor..bumiLi ng accessories..tas un..pnta kmeng strbuck's..tas mga 5, ngpaLit nah uLit kme ng damit..pra sa senior's night..tas un, mga 6 ngtxt nah c edwin,nsa mcdo nah dw xa..eh ngpnta kme dun, wLa nmn xa..tas umupo kme dun sa my Loob ng griLLs, sa tbi ng window..wLa tLga kmeng mkitang bakas nah andun nah xa..tas tinwgan nah nmin..sbi nia mcdo nah dw xa..naicp koh Lng tLga itaas ung advertisment sa window..ehhehhhe..dun pLa xa nkatayo sa Labas nun..ehehe..tas un, tgaL magstart sa schooL kya sm muna kme..pa-pic..videoke..pizza..dapat nga mag-shoot out kme kaso di natuLoy..eheheh..tas nung sa videoke pLa, kme ni edwin nka 100..c joba..nde..tas ngtataLo cLang 2 kung cno mas cute..heheheh..nkakatuwa pLa ksama c edwin..feeL koh prehas cLa ng ugaLi ni joanna..tas un..pnta kmeng schooL..mejo nabo-bore akoh kc wLa Lng..pero masaya nmn eh.tas gri-neet kme ni cris..ska ni cy..buti nLang wLa koh sa bonfire..kundi..nako..bsta..mga past 10 umuwi nah c edwin kc dw puyat xa dhiL nag-badminton cLa hanggang 2am..c joanna nmn mga 10 mins before 11 umuwi nah..kme nmn mga past 11..aun..msaya nmn..

salamat:
*aLeth-pinaLakas moh Loob koh..sa suporta..
*cris-sa ambi..sa greetings..at sa mgandang pangitain..
*dani-sa ginwa moh nung "buko" thingie..sa suporta..sa mgandang pangitain..
*edwin-ngpnta ka..saya moh pLa ksama..
*meng-sa suporta..sa techniques..
*joba-sa Lhat ng gnwa moh..=)
*vani-sa suporta..sa pakikinig..
*wanajo-sa suporta..sa mgandang pangitain..

speciaL msg:
dar-ui preho tyo ng taste!
lovely-maayos nmn dba?
paula-okay lng nmn eh..
kuya ian-sana andun ka!
norie-bt kc ang aga moh umuwi?
*LM*-slamat..pinasaya moh koh..

hiphop day!

2005-03-31T10:46:00.000+08:00

wLa Lng tong araw nah to..kninang umaga ngkita kme ni joba sa vaLues garden..aun..grabe prang nag-usap kme kc preho kmeng nka-bLack..tas ang tgaL pa mag-start nung game..2nd game kc kme so ang mgLaLaban muna, Curie at darwin..nung una kampi akoh sa darwin pero inexpLain ni aLex nah dpat dw sa curie ang mnaLo..pra dw safe kme kung saka-sakaLing mtaLo kme sa Bec..magre-rematch kme ng darwun dhiL mgiging tie..yehey! ang epaL na c BETTY CAVO nmn dumating! sbi nia, bkt dw ang mga fourth years nka civiLian! aba sbi koh, ung vaLedictorian nga nka-gan2 eh! Leche!tas pinatigiL pa nia ung game ng curie at darwin..bwct tLga..pinaLayas pa kme!
nsa mcdo kme, cLa joba,pauLo at mico ng-sm daw..nagpaiwan nLang akoh sa mcdo..tas ansaya koh dhiL npatanggaL koh nah ung mga startstruck chuvanneess sa ceLLphone koh..ehhehe..aun..nkasaLubong nmin ni danieLLe c vani ska c wanajo..sbi niLa uuwi nah dw cLa..my goodness 12pm pLang..eh di un..bumaLik kme sa mcdo..sbi koh ky dani, mag-Lunch nah kme.nkakaiLang kc ung mga ibang tao eh..aun..nagLakad-Lakad Lng kme pra mghanap ng kakainan..naLibot nah nmin buong sm pero aLa pa rin kming ma-tripan..kaya ngpnta kme sa annex..sa Jabi kme kumain..aun..after nun, sumama nah koh kiLa JOba tas c dani kay Meng..
sa foodcourt koh cLa pinuntahan..grabe nanood pLa cLa ng movie at himaLa c Mico nanLibre! ehehe..aun..nagchikahan kme..tas nung tpos nah kme kumain, nag maiba-taya kme..eh wLa akong pera..shet!nataLo koh kya ngpnta kme sa cLub synergy sa annex..biniLo 5 tokens..tas andami nmin nkuhang tickets..yeah!pero di koh muna pinapaLit, ska nLang..wLa nah kmeng mgwa kya ngtingin nLang kme ng mga kotche..tas tinaguan nmin c Mico tas di nah nmin xa nkita..bgLa xang nwaLa..kya ngpnta kmeng mcdo..umuwi nah cna joba at pauLo..kya sumama koh kLa maimai, cris at patit..aun, chika-chikahan..after a whiLe, dumating cna ena at red, at shieLa..tas nag-forge kme ng mga pirma..tas 6pm umuwi nah c maimai at patit..Lumipat kme ng table tas dumating c roxy..tas chika 2da max nah nmn..hanggang 8 kme dun..eh tinext nah koh ng mom koh..bading day bkas!grabe 10pm nah koh nkauwi..di pa rinx a ngttext..

init ng uLo..

2005-03-30T10:44:00.000+08:00

what a day! grabe ang pangit ng araw koh ngaun! imagine, d nah ngrepLy, nkita koh pang mgkasama ung 2 at nag-HHWW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!grrr tLga..buti nLang pinaaLaLa sken ung tungkoL sa stargazing..feeL koh kung akoh un, nahiya nah koh..imagine, mLaman ng pinopormahan moh nah P50 Lng di moh pa mbayaran, eh pano cLa mgd-date nun????!!!!hahahah!sbi nga niLa wanajo, bkt dw apektadong-apektado koh..xempre hndi nmn agad mwwLa un, my onting kirot pa rin khit wLa nah xa..nkakainis tLga..ang init init pa..ay nako!may nLaman nga pLa koh 2ngkoL sa fave kong teacher, kLa koh pa nmn eh sobrang tino nun, ung prang santo..eh hndi nmn pLa..naka-apat akoh 2day..now!hay buhay..

happpppeeeee!

2005-03-28T10:40:00.000+08:00

hay, monday nah..ang saya-saya koh dhiL sa party..imagine ngkita uLit kme after 2 years(whehehhe..)..tas kiLaLa pa rin nia koh khit tgaL nah nming di ngkita..take note: aLam nia pa name koh!tas wLa pang communication un..ang gwpo tLga nia, ang bait pa..di koh nah iLaLgay in fuLL detaiLs kc bka my mkabasa..ehhehe..ang gnda rin ng timbre ng boses nia, kaso my bad xang gnwa sa friend koh eh, maLi..ehhehe..aus Lng un, mkakaLimutan din niLa un..saya koh tLga..
yan! frist day ng pagiging unLimited koh..wLa Lng..ang saya, kaLa koh joketime Lng un eh, totoo pLa..ang dmi koh ngang na-text eh..my mga bgo pa kogn txtm8s..ehhehe..Lam pa pLa nia ung isa kong number, nkaLimutan koh nah nga un eh..hehhe..hay, dami koh tLgang naiicp nah pLano ngaun pero mukang mLabo..ay may pLano nga pLa c joba, sana m2Loy pra everybody happy..

hoLy wednesday!

2005-03-23T13:49:00.000+08:00

hay..
hoLy wednesday..
start nah ngaun ng vacation for hoLy week..
wLa Lng..wLang mgwa..kya eto ginagwan koh nLang ng testi mga friends..ang drama nga ng mga chuvaness nah un eh..ehehhe..ano nga kyang pumasok sa kukote koh?! wLa Lng..heartbroken akoh eh..tLgang mLungkot..
pLapit nah ng pLapit ang graduation, grabe..mami-miss koh tLga cLang Lhat..nLuLungkot nah koh tLga..buti pa c aLeth ppntang province..kme hndi ntuLoy..sbi ng mom koh after grad nLang dw..okay cge..sbi rin ng parents koh aayusin nah dw uLit niLa ung papers nmin sa nz..hay..ano kyang mangyayari sken pag andun nah koh noh? mga-adjust nah nmn akoh, pero okay Lng..kng sa ikakabuti koh nmn eh..hay..ang guLo tLga ng Life..

Don't decieve me Please don't leave meWhat would i do without you to see me throughIf you leave me, then you'll grieve meWhat would i do without you to see me throughWhat would i doI wanna knowWhat would i doWhere would i goCan you please meWhen you squeeze meWhat would i do, oh, if i, ohTo see me throughWhat would i doi wanna knowwhat would i dowhere would i goOh, yes i'm crazy'bout my baby, yes i amWhat would i do without you to see me through, ohhhh

angeL of mine..

2005-03-22T13:11:00.000+08:00

When I first saw you I already knew
There was something inside of you
Something I thought that I would never find
Angel of mine

I look at you, lookin' at me
Now I know why they say the best things are free
I'm gonna love you boy you are so fine
Angel of Mine

How you changed my world you'll never know
I'm different now, you helped me grow
You came into my life sent from above
When I lost all hope you showed me love
I'm checkin' for ya boy you're right on time
Angel of Mine

Nothing means more to me than what we share
No one in this whole world can ever compare
Last night the way you moved is still on my mind
Angel of Mine

What you mean to me you'll never know
Deep inside
I need to show

You came into my life sent from above (Sent from above)
When I lost all hope, you showed me love (Boy you showed me love)
I'm checkin' for ya, boy you're right on time (Right on Time)
Angel of Mine (Angel of mine)

I never knew I could feel each moment
As if it were new,
Every breath that I take,
the love that we make
I only share it with you (you, you, you,you)

When I first saw you I already knew
There was something inside of you
Something I thought that I would never find
Angel of Mine

You came into my life sent from above (Came into my life, yeah yeah yeah)
When I lost all hope you showed me love (Boy You showed me love, uh huh)
I'm checkin' for ya, boy you're right on time (But boy your right on time)
Angel of Mine (Angel of mine, oh mine)

How you changed my world you'll never know
I'm different now, you helped me grow

I look at you lookin' at me
Now I know why they say the best things are free
I'm checkin' for ya, boy you're right on time
Angel of Mine

bato-bato sa Langit, ang tamaan wag mgaLit..

2005-03-22T12:20:00.000+08:00

bato bato sa langit ang tamaan.....WAG magaglit....hac",): Sarap ng feeling ng may girlfriendat boyfriend ka noh?Yung tipong may mag-aalaga at kesyo maymgmamahal "daw" Sayo.Yun bang hindi kumpleto araw mo pag di mo syanakikita o nakakausap man lang.At ang 300 na load mo eh, kulang pa saisang tawag mo sknya.Samantalang wala nman kayong ginawa kundimagbungisngisan, at pakinggan ang paghinga ngbawat isa.Ibababa na nga lang ang telepono, ay naku!Aabutin pa kayo ng pasko dahilnagpapakiramdaman kayo kung sino ang unangmagbababa.Hindi pwedeng hindi man lang kayo mkapag-date maski isang beses sa isang linggo.Ayaw nyong Ma-Miss ang isa't-isa.How sweet diba?Oh, ayan gifted ka.Mabait gf mo.Caring bf mo.Pero bakit dumamdating na pag may nakitakang iba at basta gusto ka rin.Hala! Cge! Papatol ka!Feeling mo IN ka?hindi ka kc marunong makuntento!Oo, nga nman! Sayang ang kagwapuhan atkagandahan mo kung hndimo mapapakinabangan.Hindi ka pa nasiyahan sa isa.At nung nag break kayo ng No.1 mo eh, ang lakaspa ng loob mong sabihin na nagkulang siya.Sabay banat pa ng: "So what? Madami pang iba!"Tibay mo tsong!Bka nman ibig mong sabihin ay may reserba kapa?At eto pa, Dahil nga sobra kang ma-appealhindi ka kuntento sa dalawa.Kung pwede mangolekta, bakit hndi diba?Yung tipong meron ka sa umaga, tanghali,gabi at meron ka pang singit na snack omerienda every after meal?Wow! Sosyal ka! Naghihirap na ang Pilipinasat ikaw eh nagbibilang pa.Habang yung mga taong niloloko mo aynagpapakatanga at ang tanging alam langeh mahalin ka.At ng nagkabukuhan... Eh, d naiwan ka?Ngayon natauhan ka na, hahabol ka pa?Ni hindi ka kasi marunong magpahalga.Kung akala mo karma lang yan...Pwes! nagkakamali ka!Isa yang malaking katangahan kc nagpabaya ka!At kung ikaw na ngbabasa nito eh, balakding gawin yan..Mag-isip ka.Maaring mas maypag-asa pa ang KABOBOHAN sa KATANGAHAN.Kung naintindihan mo ang binasa mo atnatauhan ka na...Aba, pki-post naman nito para maymakinabang naman sayo (for the first time)...hindi lang puro porma tsong.Malay mo, wala nang magmahal sayo dahilsa ugali mong yan.Kaya habang mas maaga mag-bago kana kc hindisa lahat ng oras my mag-mamahal at iintindi sau..Matuto kang mag-pahalaga at makontento sa mgabagay-bagay dahil hindi sa lahat ng pag kakataonnanjan yan..

champion!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2005-03-22T10:50:00.000+08:00

Nde akh nkpag-ineternet kgabi kc inantok akoh..anyway..ngaun koh nLang kwento..

Khapon, tanghaLi nah koh nagfLy-fLy d2 sa haus nmen..quarter to seven nah un..tas, I’m expecting nah hndi nah koh papapasukin sa gate..pero I was wrong eh..pinaderecho koh sa piLa sa fLag ceremony..shet!kinabahan akoh kc bt wLa mga 4th years..avo 2 agad ung nkita koh..nako! eh di dumerecho koh dun sa isang tao sa my property room..tinanong koh xa kng asan mga 4th years..kng my pasok ba..tas tinuro nia sken c sir bacabac..yes! kLa koh akoh Lng nag-iisang 4th year..ehehe..after nung national anthem, pinuntahan koh nah cLa ena..tas nagdatingan nah cLa wanajo, aLeth..un..
wLa kmeng mapuntahan..wLa nah cLassroom..my daLa pa nmn akong guitar dhiL magpa-praktis kme ni vani..hay..tas tgaL nia..pgdating koh sa cLassroom, ngLinis akoh, andumi kc eh..tas di nagtagaL, umaLis nah kme then dumerecho sa canteen..aun, kwawa nmn akoh mg-1 Lng akong ngpra-practice..hay..umaLis nah kme sa canteen kc pinatay nah ung tv..npadaan kme sa gazebo, tas sbi koh sa kniLa, dun nLang kme kc wLa nmn iba pang Lugar..aun..nanood km eng mga wLang kwentang variety show ng first years..nkakabore tLga..after kong kainin ung Lunch koh, cnamahan ni wanajo c aLeth pra mag-test sa earth sci..sbi koh ky dani, tara try Lng nten Lumabas..eh di, sbi koh wg xang mags-smiLe..tas viola! nkaLabas nah kme..wLa nman kmeng datung..hay..baLik kme sa mcdo..tas grabe my papabLe dun..sbi koh nga bka yan nah ung tga-JASMS nah kkLabanin ng school nmen eh..ang gwpo tLga eh..aun..after nun, sbi koh daan muna kme sa office ng mom koh, cnundo koh ung bro koh..tas aios!bngyan akoh ng mom koh ng ube!

Nsa school nah kme before 2..tas di nmin aLam nah d pLa cnamahan ni wanajo c aLeth sa test nia..aun..dumating nah c carLo..eh di tuwang-tuwa nmn c wana..ehehhe..after a while, puta!dumating nah ung crush koh..ksama ung kaLandian nia..hay..tLga bumaLandra pa dun sa my tpat koh ha!kya sbi nmin kunwri ka-jowaan koh ung bro koh..hmp!tas kpaL ni girl, ngpasama pa sac r..hello?!andami kya niLang ksamang girls..bt di nLang xa dun ngpasama..if I know tLgang gs2 Lng nia pgmukaing tanga ung crush koh..antgaL tgaL pa nia sa cr! Grabe..tas Leche ung mga un..tLgang binagaLan dumaan nung sa harap nah nmin..nag-stop pa dun..tas tumitingin sa min ng bro koh (effective!)..hay..kpaL pa ng crush koh, nkikitext pa..! d nah nhiya..tLgang tumigiL cLa nah tumitingin-tingin sa men (hahahah!)..tas after nun, umaLis nah cLa..ano un nag-show?! Sbi nmn ng kpatid koh did w mganda ung girl!!!hahaha!
Grabe pinagtitinginan nung mga 3rd year ung bro koh..josko! aun..tas pgdaan nmin kiLa marc at ja, kLa niLa papa koh!ehehhe..iLayo koh raw ky Conrad..Hay! ewan..

Start nah ng game, nakasaLubong nmin c CarLo tas ni-good Luck nmen xa..tas tumabi kme dun sa isang inchik-looking nah my crush din ky CarLo..anu kyang probLema nun at tinitignan nia c wanajo?! Tas grabe start nah ng game, dumating c dani..tas todo cheer tLga kme, khit keLangan koh pa ang boses koh dhiL kakanta koh sa Sunday, sbi koh, okay Lng mtGal pa nmn un eh..mgvo-vocaLize nLang akoh Lgi, pra mwaLa ung paos..ehehe..tas un champion ang QueSci..yehey! my nangyari pa ngang away eh, pano b nmn ung jasms ang PIKON mashado..bhaLa cLa..eto nmang mga xientians, duwag! Hello?! Territory kaya nten un!!!! Hay nko..bsta ang papanget niLa(nung mga kLaban ha!)..bsta champion ang QueSci!=p

yey!

2005-03-18T05:48:00.000+08:00

i'm so happy yesterday...ayun, kinausap koh nah c aLeth nung umaga pa Lng..pgbaba koh nga sa van nmen dumerecho agad akoh sa darwin eh, daLa koh pa ung bag koh nun..kaso aLa pa cLang Lhat, aLang tao..tas after a awhiLe, dumating nah c joba..sbi nia andun nah dw c aLeth nkita niang nagLaLakad..eh di dumerecho akoh agad dun, mejo naabutan koh pa nga xa sa stairs eh..after nun, tinawag koh nah xa, tas nag-usap nah kme sa Lbas ng room niLa..sorry tLga..naicp koh 2Loy sobrang sama koh..pero okaY Lng at Least okay nah kme..nag-picnic pa nga kme eh..tas ksama xa..ehehhe..tas mmya magpi-picnic uLit kme..yey!

grabe nga pLa khapon..dumating ung crush koh mga past two nah..ung suot nia khapon ung cnuot nia dung dec 26, '05..un un eh..tas dumating nman ung crush nia..my nLaman nga akoh eh, ndi dw cryoso c girLaLoo sa knya eh..cnasakyan Lng xa gnun..hay, bad..grabe pa nga ktapat koh pa nga c crush pero ndi akoh ntinag, dun pa rin akoh..wLa Lng..hehhe..tas nun nagpic2r pic2r pa nga cLa eh..tas bgLang bgLa, naLungkot c crush koh, bt kya? ang pagkakaaLam koh kc nung isang khapon pa cLa nag-aaway eh..ehehe..ang bad koh tLga, msaya koh pg gnun..xempre..kesa nmn mgpakapLastik akoh!=)

my game kmi knina, curie ung kLaban nmen..kaso aLa c ja eh kya mejo hndi mLaki ung Lamang nmen sa kniLa..okay Lng, at Least ntaLo nmin cLa..next game nah ung avo, pero d nah koh mgLaLaro..mags-scorer nah Lng akoh, mas mbuti pa! ehhehe..sana d pgbigyan maka-shoot nung mga boys nmen noh?!eehhe..gLit tLga eh..knina rin pLa my game darwin vs avo sa voLLeybaLL kaso d tinuLoy kc umuuLan..hay..bsta excited nah koh para sa picnic nmen uLit..ehhee..conrad kaya moh yan!=) smiLe..

mgbabagong buhay nah koh..iba nah karirin koh...ü

UP Los Baños..

2005-03-16T05:45:00.000+08:00

ngkita kme ni wanajo khapon ng 7:35 sa mcdo carpark..eh kakadating koh Lng nun tas my nkita kong tao sa bintana, xa nah pLa un..kya ngpunta koh sa knya pra i-check kng cno un..tas c wanajo nah nga un..after nun kinuha koh ung bag koh sa office ng mom koh..aLang kaaLam-aLam mom koh nah kmeng 2 Lng ni wanajo ung ppntang LB kLa nia ksama koh mom ni wana..ang naicp nmin nah wanajo nah excuse kng bkit d nia ksama ng umaga ung mom nia kse sa cubao cLa mgkikita...ahahha...after nun sumakay nah kme agad ng bus ugn pgtawid sa my overpass..tas aircon ung cnakyan nmin..papnta pLang kme dun sa skayan ng bus my naaLaLa nah nmn kmeng tao..aun..una nun, andun kme sa duLo ng bus kse puno nah..tas unti-unti umuusog kme kpg my umaaLis nah tao..ehehe..fieLd trip..tas nun, ang tgaL nmen dun sa edsa..sobrang traffic cguro mga more than 30 minutes ung traffic nah ndanas nmen..pero okay Lng kse never tLga kme nainip sa trip nmen, sobrang daLdaaL tLga nmen..tas nun, after ng traffic, traffic pa ren kya bumaba nah kme dun sa my gitna khit hndi xa babaan ng tao..tas naicp nmen nah mag-seven eLeven tutaL g2m nah kme..kya nag-seven eLeven kme..ang dami nga nming biniLi eh: stuffed pandesaL, ung super Laking cLover, carameL popcorns, spicy hotdog, tig-isa kme ng water..tas un, hbang nagLaLakad pLang akoh, kumakain nah koh g2m kse akoh eh..ehhehe..tas ang gLing tamang-tama kc pgLakad Lng nmin ng onti, ung HM Transit nah agad..ehehe..tas nung nsa bus nah kme, ang gLing my tv..tas ubos nah ung kinakain koh..kya nagbukas akoh ng cLover..c wanajo kinain nah rin ung biniLi nia..tas hndi nah umandar ung bus kse traffic nah nman..nung andun nah kme sa my tindahan ng mercedes, ubos nah ung food nmen..tas grabe bumiLi kme uLit nung andun nah sa my coastaL kse my umakyat nah tindero ng fish crakers, bumiLi kme..tas kinain nah nmn nmen..tas sa sobrang daLdaLan nmen, at home nah at home nah kme, prang fieLd trip, nka-indian sit kme..ehheh..tas my nangyari sa ken, eh kse naka-rubber shoes akoh nun, so tinanggaL koh ung shoes koh, then pagbaba koh nah paa koh, SHIT! my bubbLe gum...ahah!kya iniwan koh ung socks koh dun! ehehhe..nkakatawa tLga..tas nun, daLdaLan nah nmn kme, inaantok nah kme sa Lagay nah un ah, wLa tLga kmeng tigiL sa kakasaLita..tas nun, Lumipat kme sa my harap..tas shit, Lumampas nah pLa kme sa dapat baaban, eh nsa LOs Baños nah kme nun..ehehee..ang daLdaL se..tas nag-jeep nLang kme ppntang crossing..tas nag-jeep nah kme ppntang registrar..wLa Lng..tas un..pgdating nmin dun..shet Lunch time..pero ntapos din nmn kme..ehehe..ang saya..food trip nah nmn kme hanggang pag-aLis nmen..syang pa, Leche, hndi nmin nkasabay ung gwpo..pero okay Lng..

maiba tyo..ang gnda neto..
Sarap ng feeling ng may girlfriendat boyfriend ka noh?Yung tipong may mag-aalaga at kesyo maymgmamahal "daw" Sayo.Yun bang hindi kumpleto araw mo pag di mo syanakikita o nakakausap man lang.At ang 300 na load mo eh, kulang pa saisang tawag mo sknya.Samantalang wala nman kayong ginawa kundimagbungisngisan, at pakinggan ang paghinga ngbawat isa.Ibababa na nga lang ang telepono, ay naku!Aabutin pa kayo ng pasko dahilnagpapakiramdaman kayo kung sino ang unangmagbababa.Hindi pwedeng hindi man lang kayo mkapag-date maski isang beses sa isang linggo.Ayaw nyong Ma-Miss ang isa't-isa.How sweet diba?Oh, ayan gifted ka.Mabait gf mo.Caring bf mo.Pero bakit dumamdating na pag may nakitakang iba at basta gusto ka rin.Hala! Cge! Papatol ka!Feeling mo IN ka?hindi ka kc marunong makuntento!Oo, nga nman! Sayang ang kagwapuhan atkagandahan mo kung hndimo mapapakinabangan.Hindi ka pa nasiyahan sa isa.At nung nag break kayo ng No.1 mo eh, ang lakaspa ng loob mong sabihin na nagkulang siya.Sabay banat pa ng: "So what? Madami pang iba!"Tibay mo tsong!Bka nman ibig mong sabihin ay may reserba kapa?At eto pa, Dahil nga sobra kang ma-appealhindi ka kuntento sa dalawa.Kung pwede mangolekta, bakit hndi diba?Yung tipong meron ka sa umaga, tanghali,gabi at meron ka pang singit na snack omerienda every after meal?Wow! Sosyal ka! Naghihirap na ang Pilipinasat ikaw eh nagbibilang pa.Habang yung mga taong niloloko mo aynagpapakatanga at ang tanging alam langeh mahalin ka.At ng nagkabukuhan... Eh, d naiwan ka?Ngayon natauhan ka na, hahabol ka pa?Ni hindi ka kasi marunong magpahalga.Kung akala mo karma lang yan...Pwes! nagkakamali ka!Isa yang malaking katangahan kc nagpabaya ka!At kung ikaw na ngbabasa nito eh, balakding gawin yan..Mag-isip ka.Maaring mas maypag-asa pa ang KABOBOHAN sa KATANGAHAN.Kung naintindihan mo ang binasa mo atnatauhan ka na...Aba, pki-post naman nito para maymakinabang naman sayo (for the first time)...hindi lang puro porma tsong.Malay mo, wala nang magmahal sayo dahilsa ugali mong yan.Kaya habang mas maaga mag-bago kana kc hindisa lahat ng oras my mag-mamahal at iintindi sau..Matuto kang mag-pahalaga at makontento sa mgabagay-bagay dahil hindi sa lahat ng pag kakataonnanjan yan..

shet, ang skit ng puso koh..nkita koh ba nmn cLang mgkasama..

narito ako..

2005-03-10T14:20:00.000+08:00

Narito ako umiibig
Laging tulala at ligalig
Heto na naman at halos di mapakali
Sa damdamin na pinakamimithi

Narito ako na lagi nang nakatingin
Sa mga ulap at bituin
Narito ako umaawit
Ng mga kundiman kay tamis

Napakataas, lumilipad itong isip
Kalayaan ko'y aking inaawit

Narito ako na lagi nang nakatingin
Sa mga ulap at bituin
Puso't isip ko
Ay iisa ang hiwatig
Narito akong umiibig

May kutob ba akong pumipintig
Heto na sa wakas ang pag-ibig

today...

2005-03-10T14:11:00.000+08:00

hay sa wakas, nkapagbLog nah uLit akoh..ang bad koh nga internet card ng iba ung gmit koh ngaun..wahehehe..wLa Lng..first day ng exams ngaun..engLish,econ, and math..grabe wLa tLga kong msagot nah mtino sa math..nkakatamad tLga..wLa Lng..eto and2 kme ngaun sa haus koh..akoh, aLeth, cris at wanajo..ggwa kc kme ni wanajo ng project sa physics..ung moduLe tungkoL sa heat thermodynamics..aun..wLa Lng..nkakapagod ung araw nah toh..eto nagre-research akoh tungkoL sa moduLe nmin..sana my mhanap akong mtino tas copy paste koh nLang..ehehhe...aun c wanajo gumgwa ng probLem set nmin, sa physics din..gosh! ang daming hinihingi ng physics ah!...ehehhe..busog pa koh..araL pa nga pLa kme sa chem mmya..nako..ang hirap ng chem! pano hndi akoh nkikinig..ehhehe..bad..ngaun, hndi akoh gaLit sa ky uLtimate, bkt kya? ewan koh rin eh..bsta netong past few days, gaLit tLga koh sa knya..ehehe..sayang..hndi akoh mkakapag-basketbaLL sa saturday..epaL kc ppnta kming subic eh..d pdeng i-canceL un..minsan Lng kc..okay Lng..sa grad baLL koh nLang xa ihu-hug..wLa Lng..mga pangarap..cge end of bLog nah..

--aLeth-dani-marrey-meng-norie-wanajo--

i have to say goodbye..

2005-03-07T20:14:00.000+08:00

The days with you were endless summers
The rains would come but we didn't seem to care
Then before I knewI fell in love with youIt felt so real,
I wondered if you feel it too
For many nights I stayed awake `til morning
Wond'ring how to ask if you cared
Then to my surprise
The love I had inside
Was something that you didn't seem to share
I have to say goodbye
Guess it's time to end it
Say goodbye
It's the only way
Much as I want to cry
There simply is no reason why
It's hard for me
But still I've got to try
If love for you cannot be with me
There's really nothing more to say
Remember whoever may come to share my life
You'll always have a special place inside
I've got to try
Goodbye